So I applied to the nursing program again this year (2nd time) and did not get in. Got over that, went camping and came home, and I got 2 of the 3 scholarships I applied for. Have not heard from the 3rd yet. I had to call and let the education dept know that I would like to save the scholarship untill next year, or that I would reapply. I feel like I have wasted everyone's time. Everyone has been so supportive of me, and I did not get in. It is so hard to tell this over and over and over. Everyone asks if I got in. Then they all get angry at the program and college when I tell them I did not make it. It just poured salt in the wounds to have to cancel those scholarships. They totalled $2,000. Gone. I also got summoned for jury duty when I am supposed to go to the coast with my mom and sister. Have to call them and see if I can defer for a day or two. At least difficult child and husband are doing well. That is amazing in itself.