JKF
Well-Known Member
difficult child is still in jail. It will be 2 weeks tomorrow. I haven't been able to talk to him bc the jail requires an entrance fine to be paid before he can get a phone account or commissary. I think it's like $150 and he gets credit towards it each day he's there. BC of Sandy we're tight on money. Hubby's work was destroyed by storm surge and I was out of work for a week so I didn't get paid. $150 isn't usually a lot but it is this week!!! He's tried to call a few times but it won't let me accept his calls until the fine is paid. I've written him 3 letters letting him know we love him etc.
My heart is so heavy thinking about him being in there all "alone". I'm a mess this week so far. Crying out of the blue, vivid dreams about difficult child etc. I hate this so much and I know that I didn't do this to him but I can't stop hurting for him.
Anyway, just needed to vent a bit. We're due for another big storm tomorrow here in NJ so need to prep for that. 50+ mph winds and heavy wet snow this time. Trees are already weak so this should be fun! ***sigh***
My heart is so heavy thinking about him being in there all "alone". I'm a mess this week so far. Crying out of the blue, vivid dreams about difficult child etc. I hate this so much and I know that I didn't do this to him but I can't stop hurting for him.
Anyway, just needed to vent a bit. We're due for another big storm tomorrow here in NJ so need to prep for that. 50+ mph winds and heavy wet snow this time. Trees are already weak so this should be fun! ***sigh***