My son has relapsed yet again - he has been thrown out of two recovery houses within 3 months. He is now living in a homeless shelter as I will not allow him in my home. My heart is completely broken - some days are so bad that I can hardly function. I know...he has to own his own recovery and find his way - and take responsiblity for his actions. He is 21. I know I need to help myself, but I can't seem to find the path to peace, which is the only thing that I want. I feel I can't leave town, or make special plans for myself because I have to be at the beck and call of all of the drama that stems from HIS addiction. And - there's my anger...angry with my son who feels absolutely no remorse whatsoever for destroying the harmony in my home. In fact, he says I have it pretty good as I'm not the one who is homeless. I seek advise from any of you willing to respond. Praying for peace for everyone on here.