Yeah...can you say Woman of Steel? You couldn't touch one emotion from me last night other than anger. It takes a LOT to get me to that point. Absolutely nothing I did was the right thing in husband's eyes. I just give up.
You think Random Deb is bad...try Random Kev.
I know he's under a lot of stress, but who isn't? It doesn't mean you have to be an arse hole to everyone around you. Even his bio-mom stopped by yesterday afternoon and gave me the card of a therapist who sees people for free. She knows. Thank God for that card.
Two times last night I just walked out the door. It's pouring rain...I didn't care. Just walked around for 15 minutes so I could cool down.
The big issue is me having to do an event next Saturday in Marion, WI. I don't know where Marion is, but I can Mapquest it. No, not good enough for husband. I didn't mapquest it in the right way. Let's find another map. Geez. There are detours, etc...he's worried, I'm fine. I'll leave early. Daughter is coming up for the first time in nearly a year and I have to work that night. Not happy about that. She's excited and loves to DJ so I said ok.
So we attempted the driving talk. That entails me saying one sentence and he takes over for the next 30 minutes. I don't see well. I don't know this area. I don't like driving at night. I'm so struck by streets/highways that go by 3 different names. It literally panics me. Is it HW41 or 45 should I take a left or a right...it's nonsense. He says go by the town names. Well, they are all the same except for one letter. You'd have to be a speed reader.
I'm just mad. It will be gone after I have a good hissy fit in private.
Silver lining is I'm literally watching him drive off to Vegas right now. A couple of weeks of peace.
Abbey