I am sitting here with stupid tears in my wimpy eyes!!! I was/am SO worn out... I was just about to post... but looked up the new post first and saw THIS... you guys blow me away.
Thanks
Well I will try not to go on...
I am SO sick. I think, husband came home Saturday, and my body just gave up... I feel like my lungs are going tear, coughing fits, aches...
I have been packing and getting ready to try and put the majority of our junk in storage... decide what to bring to Tucson. We will be renting. So we are bringing very limited stuff.
We will be renting out our house here, which is a huge pain, and then selling it. I am a bit sad. This was our dream home... on the lake. It has taken a few year to realize, we can't live here with no help for K. And we can't afford to keep this house and have another. Even if we rent it out.
Just a lot of huge sad realizations... reality kicking you in the butt.
And Miss K. She is still doing horribly. The one nice/not nice thing is she was just as unstable when husband got home and continues to be... means I am not so crazy or horrible!!! LOL
She is supposed to go back to school today, she is already fighting it, we have 2 hours.
Nothing matters with her right now, structure, schedules, yelling, being nice, strict... giving in to everything. It has been months of her out of control.
We go to Tucson to meet the new psychiatrist #5 on April 22 I believe.. the apt is the 24th. We have 2 apts set up.
We figure we will need to start her on another medication... JUST ONE!!! SLOWLY. I don't like her on AP's so hmmm? I would like to go back to Trileptal or try one of the Big Dogs!!! if we have to, or if we have to go AP's maybe Serequel??? I know some here have had good luck on it... I don't know. I need a break.
Thanks all.