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DavidH
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ugg I just dropped Justin off from his first 24 hour home visit...
the visit was fine, no issues at all we did nothing "fun" just hung out as we would if he was here always... good lord if I had a kid like I saw I would be bowing down to god daily thanking him - I mean no issues I had a normal teenager here... but a respectful one, helpful, thoughtful
but oh man am I in a bad way now... wednesday is also calling day, well he told me at 7.05 he was gong to call me for his call, i told him it would be ok if he called gmom or uncle he said I know.. I want to call you.. we all smiled and said ok
40 mins later as I am driving he calls..... crying trying so hard to hold it back I simply asked what are you feeling, he said down, I said ok, why? he said I just miss you ... i expressed how proud I was of him for the last months and how proud I was of him today your working the program and I am extremly proud...
he could not hold the crying in I could tell he was.. but he was asking nothing he just wanted to hear dad talk and tell him it is ok....... I am dying inside now...
the visit was fine, no issues at all we did nothing "fun" just hung out as we would if he was here always... good lord if I had a kid like I saw I would be bowing down to god daily thanking him - I mean no issues I had a normal teenager here... but a respectful one, helpful, thoughtful
but oh man am I in a bad way now... wednesday is also calling day, well he told me at 7.05 he was gong to call me for his call, i told him it would be ok if he called gmom or uncle he said I know.. I want to call you.. we all smiled and said ok
40 mins later as I am driving he calls..... crying trying so hard to hold it back I simply asked what are you feeling, he said down, I said ok, why? he said I just miss you ... i expressed how proud I was of him for the last months and how proud I was of him today your working the program and I am extremly proud...
he could not hold the crying in I could tell he was.. but he was asking nothing he just wanted to hear dad talk and tell him it is ok....... I am dying inside now...