After difficult child fell asleep at school and pretty boy needed someone to blame, the SpEd Director called an IEP meeting with wee difficult child's developmental pediatrician. It is tomorrow morning. I know they are looking to address his sleepiness at school. Other than that, I have no idea where we will go with it. And it makes me feel horribly unprepared. Yesterday, wee difficult child had a field trip. Good para was not able to go, so SpEd teacher asked me to go instead of sending so-so para. I agreed. I also agreed long ago to go to school with him today while the entire SpEd staff attended training in St Louis. Both days were great days. He was not perfect, but he was manageable, and I managed him. I am still pondering just trying to get on the payroll at school. I don't know, tho. I just don't know how to teach people who may or may not get it how to handle difficult child. I just see years of frustration trying. Who knows. Guess I'm just rambling.