thank you for theprayers. um....I know this is weird, but whenever any of us here are in hospital.....no docs EVER weill talk to even thepatient really..........and hubby is mostly followed at VA and THEY never talk to us even when hubby begs them to talk to me.......and they dont talk to him either.
I am sad to say.I am turning off my new laptop.and my internet cell..........cuz um...............
I think I just maxed out hearing how others would f ind new docs (cuz noone is really doing much for hubby & hes being discharged in an hour) i HEARD THIS WHEN easy child WAS IN liver failure when preg.............& when son lost hjis eye.and when difficult child was in school.find new professionals.........as if Im some idiot who doesnt try to get things done.......I advocate so hard............it hoovers, VA healthcare system, Medicare, Medicaide, schools here...........and so often what I hear & read everywhere else is VASTLY different than our experiences here............
and i just cannot handle anymore hearing how I must have not ....advocated properly for these things to happen. (should getnew docs for hubby......)
Thank you for yourprayers and good thoughts. They are so very much appreciated.
Im just SO weary.so many years and years..advocateing SO hard for husband, difficult child, myself son.my mom in law, f-i-l...........my aunt, my best friend........my dtr.............advocate advocate advocate.............hours and hours and hours......................day after day nonstop...............for over 20 years now. Im SOOOOOOO tired. and ALWAYS ALWAYS Ive been 100% compltely ALONE.I NEVER had a single in person person at my side, or helping at home or helping with transportation or with my kids or anything, not even bringing in mail or checking pets.............cuz ......everything just seemed to always think I was being over dramatic. even when my son DID lose his eye............etc etc.................sigh. Im just SO darned tired.
But I am SO grateful for yourprayers
