Hi everyone, Thank you for the beautiful cards, I didn't get them until just recently. I didn't have your addresses until just know and will recipricate. It is taking me awhile to adjust to normal. All I can say at this point , because I could write a book , is I'm glad to be home. I checked myself out. I need to go back there though, because what I thought I could do on my own, isn't happeneng and I've lost 3 of the 7 pounds they made me gain. I don't know what to say. I'm not ever mentioning this again, I can lie to husband-until he realizes that I'm "restricting". He's reallly become educated on eating disorders, but I've become educated in the way a criminal learns how to be a better crimainal in jail. by the way, I was in a very nice Residential Treatment Center (RTC), like someone's donated mansion. It was nice. I couldn't handle the weight gain. I am still trying to do it on my own and maintain where I'm at now. I've missed you all and hope everyone had a wonderful holiday.