kt & I had a family therapy session this afternoon. I've never been able to be so very honest with kt with my feelings, my anger but mostly my sadness over not being able to parent both her & wm because of what happened in bio home. I let ms. kt know that I not only resented but have been very angry that she has used my physical disability against me. My memory issues & the like. She finally admitted to herself & to therapist that she indeed was using especially my memory for her own agenda. I knew this but couldn't pin it down. ktbug, in turn, was very honest in her feelings over the last year. There were some hurtful things discussed; hopefully the air has been cleared. Her biggest regret is that husband never got to see her & wm together again. Even at the hospital they were given separate visiting times. She broke down saying "all Dad ever wanted was for us to be a complete family again". kt & I discussed with therapist our plans for this coming weekend. Not much - hanging out together, playing a few games. This & that.