DammitJanet
Well-Known Member
that I have been home. I AM doing much better but there are still things that arent right. I "look" normal now. I can use my arms and legs. If I dont talk to you for too long I dont sound impaired.
But....something is wrong. No one told me that this would be like this. I didnt understand what a Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI) was. I am having something that is akin to either racing thoughts or voices that argue with each other that never happened to me before. It only happens with movement which makes my therapist think it has to do with brain damage more than a psychiatric component. I dont know what it is but it is driving me crazy! I still have cognitive issues.
People expect me to be "all better" by now and Im not. I dont know that I will ever be all better and it scares me. I am really freaked out because of the way this all happened to me because I dont remember any of it. I think I have a whole lot of the problems associated with Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI). I try to do things and act normal...but I just cant. I am not up to normal.
I dont know what I expect out of posting this but I just wanted to tell you all how I am really doing.
But....something is wrong. No one told me that this would be like this. I didnt understand what a Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI) was. I am having something that is akin to either racing thoughts or voices that argue with each other that never happened to me before. It only happens with movement which makes my therapist think it has to do with brain damage more than a psychiatric component. I dont know what it is but it is driving me crazy! I still have cognitive issues.
People expect me to be "all better" by now and Im not. I dont know that I will ever be all better and it scares me. I am really freaked out because of the way this all happened to me because I dont remember any of it. I think I have a whole lot of the problems associated with Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI). I try to do things and act normal...but I just cant. I am not up to normal.
I dont know what I expect out of posting this but I just wanted to tell you all how I am really doing.