I am new just found this site an hour ago..
so i'll say that i have a severe anxiety/panic disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD), PTSD and ive had this
since i was a baby.. Ive suffered greatly for this my entire life!
But i'll divulge into my hurdles next time
so my daughter is 8 and is becoming increasing violent towards me and her younger brother everyday
her step dad (Her dad since 18 months old) and my mother who came to live with us a few months ago,
seem to be excempt from these outbursts for the most part..
She has always had trouble sleeping and suffers from anxiety as well (Genetic i am sure) which i have gotten her help in school to ease this ect.. She is intelligent to an extreme always above average but her temper has always been an issue at home.. School shes an angel!
At home more like the Tasmanian devil, she scratches, throws, bites,hits, screams, punches, myself and my 4 yr old son.. I cannot get her to clean or really listen at all, she throws her clothes all over with no regard and she drops garbage where she stands and breaks things...
I'm at my wits end and it seems that her dad and her nana seem to just ignore it until it affects them personally.. I have panic attacks that can send me in a horrible state for months with no great help from doctors by the way.. And i feel like running away!
It breaks my heart that she acts like this and i love her sooo much that i'm starting to almost resent her.. Feelings not in actuality im just sad and scared.. How could my own child hate me sooooo much when i love her sooooo much.. And she tells me she hates me probably 50 times a day! When i was young hate wasn't in my vocabulary cause i knew how hurtful of a word it was and ive made sure to instil the same in her or i thought...
I'm not sure if i'm venting or asking for advise but i'm open if anyone has any...
Thanks in advance
so i'll say that i have a severe anxiety/panic disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD), PTSD and ive had this
since i was a baby.. Ive suffered greatly for this my entire life!
But i'll divulge into my hurdles next time
so my daughter is 8 and is becoming increasing violent towards me and her younger brother everyday
her step dad (Her dad since 18 months old) and my mother who came to live with us a few months ago,
seem to be excempt from these outbursts for the most part..
She has always had trouble sleeping and suffers from anxiety as well (Genetic i am sure) which i have gotten her help in school to ease this ect.. She is intelligent to an extreme always above average but her temper has always been an issue at home.. School shes an angel!
At home more like the Tasmanian devil, she scratches, throws, bites,hits, screams, punches, myself and my 4 yr old son.. I cannot get her to clean or really listen at all, she throws her clothes all over with no regard and she drops garbage where she stands and breaks things...
I'm at my wits end and it seems that her dad and her nana seem to just ignore it until it affects them personally.. I have panic attacks that can send me in a horrible state for months with no great help from doctors by the way.. And i feel like running away!
It breaks my heart that she acts like this and i love her sooo much that i'm starting to almost resent her.. Feelings not in actuality im just sad and scared.. How could my own child hate me sooooo much when i love her sooooo much.. And she tells me she hates me probably 50 times a day! When i was young hate wasn't in my vocabulary cause i knew how hurtful of a word it was and ive made sure to instil the same in her or i thought...
I'm not sure if i'm venting or asking for advise but i'm open if anyone has any...
Thanks in advance