It's getting worse. She came down in shorts. It's 45 degrees this morning. I told her no way, go put pants on. Things got worse. I don't have time for a half hour meltdown when the bus is coming in 20 minutes. I've been really depressed lately, especially over all of this. Every time I start to feel better, reality smacks me upside my head. Today's my anniversery. I just want to curl up in a ball.