hi
i'm a mess today i'm exhausted posting all over the place doing nothing but complaining having my own pity party dont' even need guests..........lol
older difficult child huge huge problem. i posted about it what she did while we were at evaluation.
i just looked at her mandatory friday sheet well id' rather say i gto a verbal from her she purposely is refusing to give it to me. she failed multiple tests this week.
i honestly dont' know what to do anymore i've about had it. it's all a bit too much for me today ijust need some rest than i'll be ok again but i cant' seem to get any in this house today between older difficult child giving me major issue and little difficult child climbing walls we just stood outsdie in cold so she could ride bike becuase i dont' know what to do with her to ware her down.
older difficult child boyfriends' 17 this is new since evaluation. hair cut and black now, failing all grades in school confirmed no drugs. isnt' pitching in doing chores, isnt' doing homework teachers up my rear if you knwo what i mean looking at me like i'm supposed to change it all. i'm done. what do i do with this kid?? what??????
god forgive me their both sucking me dry at this point they truly are.
i tried the punishment approach that dind't work i tried the rewards system taht didn't work i almsot hit her that didnt' work, now what? i tried talking to her five million speeches later nothing is working i tried therapy she clammed up for 3 mos adn cost me tons of money therapist even said she's not ready to talk about anything.
what do i do with this kid? i'm afraid to go to work tomorrow i'm exhuasted for starters yet running out of money so i kinda should go, yet i know she'll be floating and god knows where with boyfriend in his car now?? i can't keep tabs on her it's getting out of control. seh lies says she's at friends house doing homework meanwhie she's walking on busy road inbetween major highways to buy hair coloring stuff with her lunch money i gave her for week so she'd have it while i was away. she lies she steals things not money so far but who knows i dont' count every single penny she's stolen from little difficult child before ten dolalrs birthday money. she's constantly on computer and house phone bill is thru roof now so so bad. she's a mess. an absolute mess in my eyes. next it will be i'm pregnant mom i can feel it coming she says she doesn't want to have sex, she says she hasnt' come close yet with a 17 year old boyfriend it's bound to happen. he sounds like a real jerk too.
to boot i have little difficult child who yells at me when i repremand older difficult child it's a horror show id' rather be at work on weekend thsi is soooo incredibly draining. and ridiculous that i cna't have peaceful day iwth my family at home.
any ideas advice you all helped me out so very well with little difficult child who in 3 weeks i'll have verbal recommendation from hospital hopefully will have some answers there as to what the heck is going on wtih her. i need help with this one now. it's like their taking turns. i really am beginning to feel resentful towards my own babies with whom i adore. i have no life i can't even get to job anymore.
thanks sorry so long i'm so aggrivated right now i could scream
jen
i'm a mess today i'm exhausted posting all over the place doing nothing but complaining having my own pity party dont' even need guests..........lol
older difficult child huge huge problem. i posted about it what she did while we were at evaluation.
i just looked at her mandatory friday sheet well id' rather say i gto a verbal from her she purposely is refusing to give it to me. she failed multiple tests this week.
i honestly dont' know what to do anymore i've about had it. it's all a bit too much for me today ijust need some rest than i'll be ok again but i cant' seem to get any in this house today between older difficult child giving me major issue and little difficult child climbing walls we just stood outsdie in cold so she could ride bike becuase i dont' know what to do with her to ware her down.
older difficult child boyfriends' 17 this is new since evaluation. hair cut and black now, failing all grades in school confirmed no drugs. isnt' pitching in doing chores, isnt' doing homework teachers up my rear if you knwo what i mean looking at me like i'm supposed to change it all. i'm done. what do i do with this kid?? what??????
god forgive me their both sucking me dry at this point they truly are.
i tried the punishment approach that dind't work i tried the rewards system taht didn't work i almsot hit her that didnt' work, now what? i tried talking to her five million speeches later nothing is working i tried therapy she clammed up for 3 mos adn cost me tons of money therapist even said she's not ready to talk about anything.
what do i do with this kid? i'm afraid to go to work tomorrow i'm exhuasted for starters yet running out of money so i kinda should go, yet i know she'll be floating and god knows where with boyfriend in his car now?? i can't keep tabs on her it's getting out of control. seh lies says she's at friends house doing homework meanwhie she's walking on busy road inbetween major highways to buy hair coloring stuff with her lunch money i gave her for week so she'd have it while i was away. she lies she steals things not money so far but who knows i dont' count every single penny she's stolen from little difficult child before ten dolalrs birthday money. she's constantly on computer and house phone bill is thru roof now so so bad. she's a mess. an absolute mess in my eyes. next it will be i'm pregnant mom i can feel it coming she says she doesn't want to have sex, she says she hasnt' come close yet with a 17 year old boyfriend it's bound to happen. he sounds like a real jerk too.
to boot i have little difficult child who yells at me when i repremand older difficult child it's a horror show id' rather be at work on weekend thsi is soooo incredibly draining. and ridiculous that i cna't have peaceful day iwth my family at home.
any ideas advice you all helped me out so very well with little difficult child who in 3 weeks i'll have verbal recommendation from hospital hopefully will have some answers there as to what the heck is going on wtih her. i need help with this one now. it's like their taking turns. i really am beginning to feel resentful towards my own babies with whom i adore. i have no life i can't even get to job anymore.
thanks sorry so long i'm so aggrivated right now i could scream
jen