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bran155
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The last few days have been absolute torture, agony and scary as hell!!!! I got more phone calls. This time they were more specific and much more scary. I haven't slept in 3 days, barely eaten and can't stop shaking! I just don't know what else to do at this point. I am absolutely disgusted with the NYPD!!! No help whatsoever! This is what happened:
I got another phone call Monday night. The same person, Shelly???? Still don't have a clue who she really is. She called and this time gave us an address where to find my daughter. She called and said that B is in danger, she is with a pimp and getting hit by him. She begged us to go get B. We are trying!!!! My sister was afraid to tell me about this call as I was still a mess over the last few calls. She came up stairs at 11:45 Monday night, as soon as I saw her face I knew! Before she could even say anything I went into hysterics! She told me about the call. I was sick, literally, began throwing up, crying uncontrollably and shaking from head to toe. I was scared to death. So as I could not even speak my sister called the police in my town they said to call the Bronx police as that is where my daughter is. You are not going to believe this!!! My sister called and explained the entire situation to the cop, that my daughter is mentally ill, in danger, has a warrant out for her arrest, that she is a wanted felon and we believe she could possibly end up dead. The cop said there was nothing he could do. I grabbed the phone from my sister, crying and could barely talk, begging and pleading with this cop to please go get my daughter. I mean I was whaling from my gut and pleading with him as a human being to please help me. I said there is no harm in making a phone call to the beat cops asking them to look out for my daughter. After about 10 minutes of listening to me in hysterics he HUNG up on me!!!! I was shocked. I called back and he DIDN'T answer!!!! I felt as though I was in the twilight zone. How could this be? How could that man listen to a terrified mother begging for help and just hang up on me and sleep at night? How???? My husband then called and the cop was rude to him as well. We just could not believe it. Aren't the police supposed to protect and serve. He said there was no crime being committed!!!!! We said, how do you know that? We are telling you that she is being hurt and that she is ill, she has a warrant, she is a wanted felon, that is a crime in itself. He just did not care!!!
I was desperate. I started researching on the internet for anything, anything to help me. I called the Guardian Angels, I left them a voice mail and sent them an E-mail. (Never heard back from them) I was so angry!!! I called the abuse hotline for help. The woman was so nice. She took my daughter's information just in case something bad happened to her she could prove the neglegance of the police. She said that I can file charges against that cop because he had a legal obligation to respond!!! At this point I am so angry I could spit nails. I was so at a loss as to why on earth this cop would not help me. Who else was I supposed to call??? He actually had the nerve to tell me to go look for my daughter myself. I could not believe it. You know, you see this kind of thing on tv all of the time but you don't really believe this could happen in the United States of America until it happens to you. Anyway, I then called Internal Affairs, filed a complaint about that officer. The Internal Affairs officer was just as rude, he didn't care either. I said it is now 3:30 am, I recieved this call over three hours ago, my daughter could be dead by now and none of you give a damn!!!! I am still in shock!!!!
So needless to say, we were racked with worry. I sent letters to the Mayor, Police Commissioner and my Congresswoman!!!! If something happens to my daughter, the whole world will know!!! I will be on every news channel and in every newspaper that I possibly can. I will sue the pants off of the wonderful NYPD!!!!!
The next day the detective from my town who is working on my case came by. My sister (she is so great) typed up everything that happened and everything we attempted to do, all in order and gave the paper to the detective. He took picures of my daughter and a list of tattoos and piercings. He promised that he would go look for her in the area of the Bronx where this Shelly person is claiming she is. He also told me that I should file charges against that officer as he did have a legal obligation to help me!!!! He went down looking for her yesterday and is going back tomorrow night. Meanwhile my husband and his very big boss went looking for her last night and the night before. He didn't see her.
My daughter has been calling me, she is denying anything happened to her, she swears she is fine. I don't believe that for a minute!!!! I just can't piece all of this together. It's crazy!
My husband will be going to look for her again. And hopefully the detective will find her. It just amazes me from a human standpoint that that cop could listen to me crying and begging him to help me and he just flat out refused. I am still so angry!!!! If I can't call the police for help - who on earth am I supposed to call??? And I have everything documented. My sister printed out the phone records to prove that we did reach out for help. She printed out the email I sent to the Guardian Angels as well.
I spoke to my daughter last night and she sounded fine. I begged her to come home, turn herself in and start to rebuild her life. She was on the fence. She knows that she has to, but does not want to go back to jail. I told her that she did not belong on the streets, that kids on the streets are there because they don't have family or they come from abuse. I said, you have us, we love you. She said she knew that she didn't belong there and that we love her. She said that she will call me today.
This is just absolute AGONY!!!! I cannot take anymore of this. I have been doing so good and now I am falling apart. How do I go on? I feel as though my daughter is in danger and I just can't get to her. I feel like this Shelly person is trying to reach out to us to help my baby girl and we can't!!!! It's like I am banging my head against the wall. I am at a loss. I feel like we had the opportunity to help my daughter and that damn cop refused to do so. I will not allow him to get away with that. I will not let this go!!!! I am just so incredibley angry!!!!
Any suggestions???
I got another phone call Monday night. The same person, Shelly???? Still don't have a clue who she really is. She called and this time gave us an address where to find my daughter. She called and said that B is in danger, she is with a pimp and getting hit by him. She begged us to go get B. We are trying!!!! My sister was afraid to tell me about this call as I was still a mess over the last few calls. She came up stairs at 11:45 Monday night, as soon as I saw her face I knew! Before she could even say anything I went into hysterics! She told me about the call. I was sick, literally, began throwing up, crying uncontrollably and shaking from head to toe. I was scared to death. So as I could not even speak my sister called the police in my town they said to call the Bronx police as that is where my daughter is. You are not going to believe this!!! My sister called and explained the entire situation to the cop, that my daughter is mentally ill, in danger, has a warrant out for her arrest, that she is a wanted felon and we believe she could possibly end up dead. The cop said there was nothing he could do. I grabbed the phone from my sister, crying and could barely talk, begging and pleading with this cop to please go get my daughter. I mean I was whaling from my gut and pleading with him as a human being to please help me. I said there is no harm in making a phone call to the beat cops asking them to look out for my daughter. After about 10 minutes of listening to me in hysterics he HUNG up on me!!!! I was shocked. I called back and he DIDN'T answer!!!! I felt as though I was in the twilight zone. How could this be? How could that man listen to a terrified mother begging for help and just hang up on me and sleep at night? How???? My husband then called and the cop was rude to him as well. We just could not believe it. Aren't the police supposed to protect and serve. He said there was no crime being committed!!!!! We said, how do you know that? We are telling you that she is being hurt and that she is ill, she has a warrant, she is a wanted felon, that is a crime in itself. He just did not care!!!
I was desperate. I started researching on the internet for anything, anything to help me. I called the Guardian Angels, I left them a voice mail and sent them an E-mail. (Never heard back from them) I was so angry!!! I called the abuse hotline for help. The woman was so nice. She took my daughter's information just in case something bad happened to her she could prove the neglegance of the police. She said that I can file charges against that cop because he had a legal obligation to respond!!! At this point I am so angry I could spit nails. I was so at a loss as to why on earth this cop would not help me. Who else was I supposed to call??? He actually had the nerve to tell me to go look for my daughter myself. I could not believe it. You know, you see this kind of thing on tv all of the time but you don't really believe this could happen in the United States of America until it happens to you. Anyway, I then called Internal Affairs, filed a complaint about that officer. The Internal Affairs officer was just as rude, he didn't care either. I said it is now 3:30 am, I recieved this call over three hours ago, my daughter could be dead by now and none of you give a damn!!!! I am still in shock!!!!
So needless to say, we were racked with worry. I sent letters to the Mayor, Police Commissioner and my Congresswoman!!!! If something happens to my daughter, the whole world will know!!! I will be on every news channel and in every newspaper that I possibly can. I will sue the pants off of the wonderful NYPD!!!!!
The next day the detective from my town who is working on my case came by. My sister (she is so great) typed up everything that happened and everything we attempted to do, all in order and gave the paper to the detective. He took picures of my daughter and a list of tattoos and piercings. He promised that he would go look for her in the area of the Bronx where this Shelly person is claiming she is. He also told me that I should file charges against that officer as he did have a legal obligation to help me!!!! He went down looking for her yesterday and is going back tomorrow night. Meanwhile my husband and his very big boss went looking for her last night and the night before. He didn't see her.
My daughter has been calling me, she is denying anything happened to her, she swears she is fine. I don't believe that for a minute!!!! I just can't piece all of this together. It's crazy!
My husband will be going to look for her again. And hopefully the detective will find her. It just amazes me from a human standpoint that that cop could listen to me crying and begging him to help me and he just flat out refused. I am still so angry!!!! If I can't call the police for help - who on earth am I supposed to call??? And I have everything documented. My sister printed out the phone records to prove that we did reach out for help. She printed out the email I sent to the Guardian Angels as well.
I spoke to my daughter last night and she sounded fine. I begged her to come home, turn herself in and start to rebuild her life. She was on the fence. She knows that she has to, but does not want to go back to jail. I told her that she did not belong on the streets, that kids on the streets are there because they don't have family or they come from abuse. I said, you have us, we love you. She said she knew that she didn't belong there and that we love her. She said that she will call me today.
This is just absolute AGONY!!!! I cannot take anymore of this. I have been doing so good and now I am falling apart. How do I go on? I feel as though my daughter is in danger and I just can't get to her. I feel like this Shelly person is trying to reach out to us to help my baby girl and we can't!!!! It's like I am banging my head against the wall. I am at a loss. I feel like we had the opportunity to help my daughter and that damn cop refused to do so. I will not allow him to get away with that. I will not let this go!!!! I am just so incredibley angry!!!!
Any suggestions???