flutterby
Fly away!
So, I'm still having a whole lot of abdominal pain. It's following the same pattern it did 2 weeks ago. Started on Sunday, Monday was beyond miserable with feeling lightheaded, feeling faint, cold sweat, goosebumps, lots of pain. Blah, blah, blah. By, Monday night it wasn't as bad, but did amp up a bit when I went to bed...so I didn't get to sleep til sometime around 630am Tuesday. Today (Tuesday) is better than yesterday and I'm hopeful that tomorrow will be better than today.
But, what I need strength for is Sunday. Monday I'm having a colonoscopy. As unpleasant as that sounds, it's not my biggest concern by far. It's the prep the day before. Feeling like I have been, I'm afraid it's going to be agony. I'm already picturing myself writhing on the floor in unbearable pain. I guess you could say I'm a bit apprehensive. Bit of an understatement. I'm trying very hard not to talk myself out of it.
So, if you could please send me some strength, I would really appreciate it.
And after going through that, they better find *something*. I don't even care if it's not my main problem. They just better find something after I go through all that. At least what is causing this particular issue.
TIA
But, what I need strength for is Sunday. Monday I'm having a colonoscopy. As unpleasant as that sounds, it's not my biggest concern by far. It's the prep the day before. Feeling like I have been, I'm afraid it's going to be agony. I'm already picturing myself writhing on the floor in unbearable pain. I guess you could say I'm a bit apprehensive. Bit of an understatement. I'm trying very hard not to talk myself out of it.
So, if you could please send me some strength, I would really appreciate it.
And after going through that, they better find *something*. I don't even care if it's not my main problem. They just better find something after I go through all that. At least what is causing this particular issue.
TIA