I think its all I do anymore. Sorry. I'm beginning to really fight that "hopeless" feeling tho. Money's tight, my employment is a worry, I've been forced into a new role that is not a good fit with difficult child, and yesterday, I had to take a day without pay to keep difficult child home. In my previous position, I could just work from home. In fact, I worked from home, anyway, to try to get some things done and caught up, but I won't get paid for it. And I just bought a very used car so I have an extra payment to make for a few months. Wee difficult child fell apart last week. Partly because work has made me go out of town for training. They wanted me to leave for 10 days, and I flat refused. But even 2 days, with the other changes in the week, was too much. We had plans with my family on Thanksgiving, but my sister in law's mother passed away this morning, so we'll be attending a funeral. And DEX's crazy girlfriend is on her "family photos with wee difficult child" kick again. Just shoot me now. Please.