I just need to vent I guess. I am just SO TIRED!! I feel like I am losing my mind. Ok here it goes..am i nuts? I am so over trying to get a REAL diagnosis for difficult child 2. I have heard adhd, aspergers, Pervasive Developmental Disorder (PDD), bipolar, mental retaration(not) etc. I feel like I am going in circles. Doctors, doctors and more doctors. Trying to get all the therapies set at school, went to dentist and found out he had grinded his teeth down to the nerves and has to go in hospital 9/5 and be put to sleep to fix them. I am just so tired of running in circles. Plus I have so much financial stress and marital stress I can't handle much more. I am working graveyard shift and not getting any sleep, and when I can sleep I can't, if that makes any sense. I am constanly sick to my stomach(cramps, nausea, etc.). I just feel like I am carrying the weigh of the world on my shoulders and don't know how to get any releif. Why is all this happening? What have I done to deserve all this?? husband is not much help either. There is no way fro me to get through to him to realize he is going to have to step it up and help me. What can I do? I am so unhappy with life. I used to have alot of energy and loved to do things and loved life and now I feel like I am being punished and HATE my life. There are some days I feel like getting in my car and just leaving EVERYTHING!! I want out. But I could never leave my kids. I feel like banging my head on concrete right now!!!