Pass started out good. went to ranch and he rode really well. Got in car to go to my sister's and he fell sound asleep. so strange. When we got there she couldn't answer, something wrong with her phone. IT is a new place and no way to get to her and I tried email and text too...nothing. He started escalating. so went to nearby sister's . she had pumpkins and so he picked one out. (she was not home yet). HE kept asking the whole time about trick/treating tomorrow. Dr already told me no if not a therapeutic pass so I kept saying tha twe had to talk to dr tomorrow. HE always gets worked up for parties or holidays etc. I cant make them behavior contingent because he wont go anywhere. Just has to be OK, not terrible. so I was sitting and he asked again, gave same calm answer including that I woudl try my best and pow, punched me in the face. both of our eyes got huge, he jumped on my lap and started crying. He rubbed my cheek and said sorry a million times. we were both crying. I am not hurt it was not a super hard punch but just shocking. I said we had to go back now and he got his pumpkin and got in the car. My sister drove up and jumped in with us to make sure we got there ok. When we arrived he asked to talk to nurse first and he told her everything...super honest. said he just couldn't take it anymore....he was too nervous about the I dont Know's and just got soo upset. That is exactly what happened. He had already told me (finally) he wanted to come home. I know he is sad and stressed. I can see he is really suffering. No matter what though, no trick/treating. I doubt I will even visit since I dont want to set him up for more upset. I know he will have a terrible day tomorrow because even under good circumstances he has issues on holidays. Just really so sad, not my boy at all. Yes he hits but this is soooo different.