Rebelson, Wow.
I also love how this is worded. I just broke down crying and am pretty much still at it. Just the visual of you, another mother in the same exact kind of pain as I am, with the early evening sun streaming through your hair, running and running going through this incredibly impossible thing that we go through...amazing.
I have found that I actually have to cry a certain amount of time every day or I feel worse. I need it. Like you said, its cleansing somehow. I am so glad you have a good husband to comfort you. Truly. I have good friends that I thank my lucky stars for every day.
More sobbing....such a long sad season. But we deserve a life in the midst of it. I have warmed to the idea as of late.
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I listened to the song on Youtube....more crying, much more. I have never heard it but it is definitely written about a Difficult Child to his mom and dad. The songs that remind me of my son are nearly impossible to listen to. The one I literally can not listen to is "Here Without You" by Three Doors Down. Even though it is written about a romance, I have always known that someday I would be here without him so I assigned a different meaning to it.
Thanks you two. I needed that.
