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<blockquote data-quote="BusynMember1" data-source="post: 748301" data-attributes="member: 23706"><p>Copa, you spoke to my heart. Thank you. </p><p></p><p>I think I can count on my husband. What is.it. Mostly I have to count on myself. So we think alike.</p><p></p><p>I tend to cycle. Maybe it is grief. I go to Al Anon ad much as I can. We are not a huge town.so meeting times are limited. I never thought if going to because I dont abuse anything, but I doubt you do either. Does it help? Do tjey sccept you? Know your story?</p><p></p><p>I am less concerned about what makes Kay tick than how to feel better about her. I think I know her almost too well already! She has suffered much trauma, but will not go for help so she self medicates with pot, with Kratom, with rarely booze. She is never herself, clearheadef.</p><p></p><p>This may make you laugh or horrify you, not sure which. As I walked around in.the middle of the nigjt removing all my beautiful picturrs of Kay and my grandson, both big triggers for me, I was thinking that I should smoke pot too. Why should I have this raw, fresh, awful experience while Kay blurs the edges?</p><p></p><p>Was I serious? At the time I was dead serious.</p><p></p><p>I just dont want to deal with this pain a ymore.</p><p></p><p>Hoping today is a good day for us both.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="BusynMember1, post: 748301, member: 23706"] Copa, you spoke to my heart. Thank you. I think I can count on my husband. What is.it. Mostly I have to count on myself. So we think alike. I tend to cycle. Maybe it is grief. I go to Al Anon ad much as I can. We are not a huge town.so meeting times are limited. I never thought if going to because I dont abuse anything, but I doubt you do either. Does it help? Do tjey sccept you? Know your story? I am less concerned about what makes Kay tick than how to feel better about her. I think I know her almost too well already! She has suffered much trauma, but will not go for help so she self medicates with pot, with Kratom, with rarely booze. She is never herself, clearheadef. This may make you laugh or horrify you, not sure which. As I walked around in.the middle of the nigjt removing all my beautiful picturrs of Kay and my grandson, both big triggers for me, I was thinking that I should smoke pot too. Why should I have this raw, fresh, awful experience while Kay blurs the edges? Was I serious? At the time I was dead serious. I just dont want to deal with this pain a ymore. Hoping today is a good day for us both. [/QUOTE]
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