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<blockquote data-quote="BusynMember1" data-source="post: 748329" data-attributes="member: 23706"><p>Thank you.</p><p></p><p>After my very bad day, it is now a peaceful night. I cycle between extreme sadness and being able to let go and move on. I am reading a book that I guess was once very popular called "Love is Letting Go of Fear" by. Gerald G. Jampolsky, MD and it is a most powerful book that is resonating with me on every level </p><p></p><p>My mission in this life is to learn to control my mind, what I tell myself, and to just let go and let God. I am trying every day. I will beat this, with setbacks, as I.am addicted to being unkind to myself. So this is probably much like beating any addiction but I am determined to win and to have those lovely golden years, with or without Kay and my grandson.</p><p></p><p>I am giving Kay too much power over me. She will do what she does and my husband and I must as well. </p><p></p><p>As you can see by my posts, Kay's real threat to leave has me vacillating between extreme despair to hope at least for me. This is an improvement. When it first happened, I never felt hope for me.</p><p></p><p>So as hard as it is, I have gone from total despair all of the time to large patches of time in peace and moving on mode.</p><p></p><p>This is a good thing. I am very relaxed right.now. My dog is in my lap. She is such a loving soul.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="BusynMember1, post: 748329, member: 23706"] Thank you. After my very bad day, it is now a peaceful night. I cycle between extreme sadness and being able to let go and move on. I am reading a book that I guess was once very popular called "Love is Letting Go of Fear" by. Gerald G. Jampolsky, MD and it is a most powerful book that is resonating with me on every level My mission in this life is to learn to control my mind, what I tell myself, and to just let go and let God. I am trying every day. I will beat this, with setbacks, as I.am addicted to being unkind to myself. So this is probably much like beating any addiction but I am determined to win and to have those lovely golden years, with or without Kay and my grandson. I am giving Kay too much power over me. She will do what she does and my husband and I must as well. As you can see by my posts, Kay's real threat to leave has me vacillating between extreme despair to hope at least for me. This is an improvement. When it first happened, I never felt hope for me. So as hard as it is, I have gone from total despair all of the time to large patches of time in peace and moving on mode. This is a good thing. I am very relaxed right.now. My dog is in my lap. She is such a loving soul. [/QUOTE]
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