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A View From The Other Side (Fairly Long)
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<blockquote data-quote="DarkwingPsyduck" data-source="post: 686254" data-attributes="member: 20267"><p>Of that, I have no doubt. I have dealt with clinical depression for as long as I can remember. Just never that strongly... It was bad days. Did a lot of suicide idealization. Never like... Making a plan to harm myself. Just the constant thought in the back of my head that I did have a choice in the matter. And I don't know if that was more harmful, or helpful. I mean, the thinking is obviously dangerous, and negative, but at that time, just not feeling so stuck, and <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/2012/censored2.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":censored2:" title="censored2 :censored2:" data-shortname=":censored2:" /> out of luck was beneficial. Along the same line as the "1 day at a time" mantra, I guess. I dunno, it was a very complicated time... I had 2 real suicide attempts as a teenager, but I wasn't even thinking of killing myself, per say. I was just acknowledging that I had a choice, and that provided some measure of comfort. Something which I was SORELY lacking.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="DarkwingPsyduck, post: 686254, member: 20267"] Of that, I have no doubt. I have dealt with clinical depression for as long as I can remember. Just never that strongly... It was bad days. Did a lot of suicide idealization. Never like... Making a plan to harm myself. Just the constant thought in the back of my head that I did have a choice in the matter. And I don't know if that was more harmful, or helpful. I mean, the thinking is obviously dangerous, and negative, but at that time, just not feeling so stuck, and :censored2: out of luck was beneficial. Along the same line as the "1 day at a time" mantra, I guess. I dunno, it was a very complicated time... I had 2 real suicide attempts as a teenager, but I wasn't even thinking of killing myself, per say. I was just acknowledging that I had a choice, and that provided some measure of comfort. Something which I was SORELY lacking. [/QUOTE]
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