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<blockquote data-quote="Kjs" data-source="post: 231123"><p>I would leave in a heartbeat if I could. I would lose the house. husband doesn't make a whole lot of money, but it does help.</p><p> </p><p>difficult child would be pushed over the edge. He can be such a sensitive, sweet kid. I miss him just coming to work. But in his angry email where he told me how horrible I am, difficult child said that he literally stays awake all night worrying if something will happen to me or dad. he worries. I am not sure if it is because he thinks we will die or divorce.</p><p>However i have mentioned recently that they will be lost if I die because nobody knows what to do. And they won't appreciate me until I am dead. Acutally several statements like that. Pretty bad aren't I.</p><p> </p><p>I don't have time for me. How do you do that when you have so many things to work around. That would mean i have to give up my sleep time.</p><p> </p><p>Where do you slip it in? If I don't take care of things it WILL fall apart. Right now the car that is titled to ME, that we gave to easy child (real junker) is parked in a parking lot off a main street because it died. It has been parked there for two days. easy child just left it. I understand it does not run but it is in MY name. So, I have to go take care of it. See...How can I NOT take care of it? Just like Everything. Next he will be calling for a ride to work (at a bar). </p><p> </p><p>All of you who have wonderful husbands...where did you find them?</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Kjs, post: 231123"] I would leave in a heartbeat if I could. I would lose the house. husband doesn't make a whole lot of money, but it does help. difficult child would be pushed over the edge. He can be such a sensitive, sweet kid. I miss him just coming to work. But in his angry email where he told me how horrible I am, difficult child said that he literally stays awake all night worrying if something will happen to me or dad. he worries. I am not sure if it is because he thinks we will die or divorce. However i have mentioned recently that they will be lost if I die because nobody knows what to do. And they won't appreciate me until I am dead. Acutally several statements like that. Pretty bad aren't I. I don't have time for me. How do you do that when you have so many things to work around. That would mean i have to give up my sleep time. Where do you slip it in? If I don't take care of things it WILL fall apart. Right now the car that is titled to ME, that we gave to easy child (real junker) is parked in a parking lot off a main street because it died. It has been parked there for two days. easy child just left it. I understand it does not run but it is in MY name. So, I have to go take care of it. See...How can I NOT take care of it? Just like Everything. Next he will be calling for a ride to work (at a bar). All of you who have wonderful husbands...where did you find them? [/QUOTE]
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