Hi Sherry,
I honestly don't know what I would do in this situation.
On the one hand, 12-20 years in prison seems so harsh, so scary for an 18yo!
On the other hand, using all your emergency cash, and having to make large payments to a lawyer for a young man who hasn't exhibited any willingness to turn his life around is scary too.
Take a little time to sort this out in your mind.
I just want you to know that you will be supported here, no matter which decision you make.
Apple