Midst,
I'm so sorry to hear about your daughter. It sounds like you have done everything and more to help her, and she has made a choice to live as she is. It's inexplicable and it's heartrending, and I totally understand. There are times when I feel like I can't take another second of not knowing where our son is and knowing he is living a life that is degrading and dangerous, and I want to just scream and cry at the same time. But then I realize that that accomplishes nothing, and I pull myself together, pray for him, and then redirect my thoughts and actions to other things in my life. I just can't help wishing it would stop.