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Any strategies to stop feeling terror when my phone rings.
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<blockquote data-quote="SeaGenieTx" data-source="post: 676328" data-attributes="member: 18773"><p>I was putting my phone on silent when I went to bed at night as I had gotten to the point if something bad happened at least I would have gotten a good nights sleep and could deal with it in the morning. Now I've blocked my son completely. After the way he recently treated me - I don't want to hear from him again. He's not my son, he's a mean hateful, untrustworthy, evil, sadistic mean little boy (can't call him a man because he is far from it).</p><p></p><p>Yep, these kids will give us glimmers of hope then suck us right back in to their chaos. I've spent a year dealing with my son and nothing has improved, it's just gotten worse each time I've reached out to him.</p><p></p><p>I've felt like an abused dog. I've been kicked and abused, still I've trusted. And everytime my son contacted me, I desperately hoped for affection and ran back only to get beaten down again and yelled at. My spirit is broken and I've finally snapped. Only way for me to survive is to stop trusting, escape the abuse, run far away and focus on protecting myself.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="SeaGenieTx, post: 676328, member: 18773"] I was putting my phone on silent when I went to bed at night as I had gotten to the point if something bad happened at least I would have gotten a good nights sleep and could deal with it in the morning. Now I've blocked my son completely. After the way he recently treated me - I don't want to hear from him again. He's not my son, he's a mean hateful, untrustworthy, evil, sadistic mean little boy (can't call him a man because he is far from it). Yep, these kids will give us glimmers of hope then suck us right back in to their chaos. I've spent a year dealing with my son and nothing has improved, it's just gotten worse each time I've reached out to him. I've felt like an abused dog. I've been kicked and abused, still I've trusted. And everytime my son contacted me, I desperately hoped for affection and ran back only to get beaten down again and yelled at. My spirit is broken and I've finally snapped. Only way for me to survive is to stop trusting, escape the abuse, run far away and focus on protecting myself. [/QUOTE]
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