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Beating Myself Up in My Dreams ~ Good Lord What's Next?
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<blockquote data-quote="scent of cedar" data-source="post: 575596" data-attributes="member: 1721"><p>Hi, Hound Dog :O)</p><p></p><p>I left the hug part in the quote because I liked to feel that, this morning. Very nice! Thank you.</p><p></p><p>I have heard of people who can enter and change their dreams, Lisa. I have never had a series of dreams which all dealt with the same subject before, let alone a recurring dream, so I never really thought about trying to do that. My dreams just burst on the scene and take me totally by surprise, every time! Some are meaningful and very helpful. Others seem to be my brain processing info from the day.</p><p></p><p>While I am not sleeping well even now, I did start saying the Serenity Prayer before going to sleep and again if I was awakened by a dream. (They continue to be the same kind of persistent, self-condemning dreams, never very clear, just that feeling of inadequacy, magnified a thousand times.)</p><p></p><p>Well, inadequacy and bad, bad hair. :O) Strange too that the feelings of ultimate inadequacy seem to be spreading. I am grateful to be aware of this.</p><p></p><p>Daughter is stabilizing, now. We talk to her more often, which is a comfort. Grandchildren have been taken to safety and security by their father. This is such a good thing. Husband and I have been fighting about what he is going to do if / when I take the grandchildren. One less thing to fight about, though some very negative feelings have been swirling around. I'd forgotten how something like this changes the dynamic of the marriage. I think we are both bored and billious ~ which is just what happens to us when these kinds of things come up. </p><p></p><p>I imagine this will resolve once 1) daughter has found somewhere to stay or 2) we go home early to get her.</p><p></p><p>Which I know we shouldn't do. </p><p></p><p>Still, it helps to post about it, and to know you are all out there, reading and wishing me well.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="scent of cedar, post: 575596, member: 1721"] Hi, Hound Dog :O) I left the hug part in the quote because I liked to feel that, this morning. Very nice! Thank you. I have heard of people who can enter and change their dreams, Lisa. I have never had a series of dreams which all dealt with the same subject before, let alone a recurring dream, so I never really thought about trying to do that. My dreams just burst on the scene and take me totally by surprise, every time! Some are meaningful and very helpful. Others seem to be my brain processing info from the day. While I am not sleeping well even now, I did start saying the Serenity Prayer before going to sleep and again if I was awakened by a dream. (They continue to be the same kind of persistent, self-condemning dreams, never very clear, just that feeling of inadequacy, magnified a thousand times.) Well, inadequacy and bad, bad hair. :O) Strange too that the feelings of ultimate inadequacy seem to be spreading. I am grateful to be aware of this. Daughter is stabilizing, now. We talk to her more often, which is a comfort. Grandchildren have been taken to safety and security by their father. This is such a good thing. Husband and I have been fighting about what he is going to do if / when I take the grandchildren. One less thing to fight about, though some very negative feelings have been swirling around. I'd forgotten how something like this changes the dynamic of the marriage. I think we are both bored and billious ~ which is just what happens to us when these kinds of things come up. I imagine this will resolve once 1) daughter has found somewhere to stay or 2) we go home early to get her. Which I know we shouldn't do. Still, it helps to post about it, and to know you are all out there, reading and wishing me well. [/QUOTE]
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