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Beating Myself Up in My Dreams ~ Good Lord What's Next?
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<blockquote data-quote="rejectedmom" data-source="post: 575642" data-attributes="member: 2315"><p>Barbara thank you for your kind words and the suggested reading. I could write a book on the abuse my father doled out when I was young but that wouldn't help me. I did make my peace with him before he died and he did try to make ammends. I know he loved me... allbeit imperfectly. It is just that his actions impacted my life so very much it is hard not to wonder what it would have been like if he was different. </p><p></p><p></p><p>My life has not been horrible just not of my design. While I would have liked to pursue a career for a few years, I also would not give up the years of raising my kids for the world. I grew with them and enjoyed them so much. I loved when they were off from school in the summer and we filled our days with fun activities. But those days are in the past </p><p></p><p>I am now an empty nester with alot of time on my hands. So, like I said I am trying to figure out what I need to do to make the next years truly mine, enjoyable,and of my own design. _RM</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="rejectedmom, post: 575642, member: 2315"] Barbara thank you for your kind words and the suggested reading. I could write a book on the abuse my father doled out when I was young but that wouldn't help me. I did make my peace with him before he died and he did try to make ammends. I know he loved me... allbeit imperfectly. It is just that his actions impacted my life so very much it is hard not to wonder what it would have been like if he was different. My life has not been horrible just not of my design. While I would have liked to pursue a career for a few years, I also would not give up the years of raising my kids for the world. I grew with them and enjoyed them so much. I loved when they were off from school in the summer and we filled our days with fun activities. But those days are in the past I am now an empty nester with alot of time on my hands. So, like I said I am trying to figure out what I need to do to make the next years truly mine, enjoyable,and of my own design. _RM [/QUOTE]
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