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<blockquote data-quote="tryinghard" data-source="post: 158136" data-attributes="member: 4570"><p>Thanks..</p><p> </p><p>Yes, I feel comfortable sharing because maybe someone else can relate. I think I am in a major depression but forcing myself to function.</p><p> </p><p>For the last four years I have forced myself out of bed and to make it through the day. I am tired constantly, I can't remember things said to me or things I am suppose to do, I cry at the drop of a hat, I physcially ache all over. I use to care about how I looked, how my house looked...now I care but can't find it in me to deal with it.</p><p> </p><p>Every time difficult child has an issue I takes EVERY ounce of strength to deal with it. There are times I don't because I can't muster up the strength.</p><p> </p><p>Every time there is an argument in the house I have high aniexty and feel like I am going to break into a million pieces.</p><p> </p><p>I saw someone post the other day that they wanted to go to sleep and not wake up. That is how I feel. </p><p> </p><p>I would never do anything because I would never want to hurt my family. </p><p> </p><p>I am just overwhelmingly tired of dealing with everything that you have to do to get through life.</p><p> </p><p>I guess I am scared to go to the doctor and take medicine because I feel on the edge already. What if the medications make it worse? I can't handle worse.</p><p> </p><p>Then I feel guilty for feeling this way because I have a good life compared to a lot of other people.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="tryinghard, post: 158136, member: 4570"] Thanks.. Yes, I feel comfortable sharing because maybe someone else can relate. I think I am in a major depression but forcing myself to function. For the last four years I have forced myself out of bed and to make it through the day. I am tired constantly, I can't remember things said to me or things I am suppose to do, I cry at the drop of a hat, I physcially ache all over. I use to care about how I looked, how my house looked...now I care but can't find it in me to deal with it. Every time difficult child has an issue I takes EVERY ounce of strength to deal with it. There are times I don't because I can't muster up the strength. Every time there is an argument in the house I have high aniexty and feel like I am going to break into a million pieces. I saw someone post the other day that they wanted to go to sleep and not wake up. That is how I feel. I would never do anything because I would never want to hurt my family. I am just overwhelmingly tired of dealing with everything that you have to do to get through life. I guess I am scared to go to the doctor and take medicine because I feel on the edge already. What if the medications make it worse? I can't handle worse. Then I feel guilty for feeling this way because I have a good life compared to a lot of other people. [/QUOTE]
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