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I’m slowly starting to feel more peaceful, I have my moments where the worry tries to take hold and make me look for disaster up ahead but I have been able to keep it at bay. We needed this separation from one another in order for both of us to grow and it’s nice not to have had to ask him to leave. If all goes well he will graduate and be off to his first station which is yet to be determined, I can’t think ahead that far right now or I start to get really anxious all over again. I have to remind myself multiple times a day that this is how healthy people grow and mature. I come from a long line of co-dependence where we were raised not to go anywhere or do anything that makes us the least bit uncomfortable so this is a huge deal for me, I feel like I’m breaking the cycle. Not matter the outcome at this point he has gone farther than anyone of us.


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