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<blockquote data-quote="so ready to live" data-source="post: 721194" data-attributes="member: 20054"><p>Thank you all for your support and insight today. I'm sorry you hurt. I'm sorry we all hurt.</p><p></p><p>I certainly could have written this. I told our counselor once that I no longer felt guilty or ashamed, I simply felt overwhelming profound sadness at the waste of his life. I truly also feel that in reality there should be profound sadness about how<em> I'm wasting my life grieving about his. </em> It does pinpoint the fact that I must believe my son's life is worth more than mine. That is what is so hard for me, to realize my value. It seems selfish and foreign to me to put myself above him...and this thought in itself belies the fact that I believe I control this all. Underneath the blah, blah, blah I'm still always trying to pull the strings...</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="so ready to live, post: 721194, member: 20054"] Thank you all for your support and insight today. I'm sorry you hurt. I'm sorry we all hurt. I certainly could have written this. I told our counselor once that I no longer felt guilty or ashamed, I simply felt overwhelming profound sadness at the waste of his life. I truly also feel that in reality there should be profound sadness about how[I] I'm wasting my life grieving about his. [/I] It does pinpoint the fact that I must believe my son's life is worth more than mine. That is what is so hard for me, to realize my value. It seems selfish and foreign to me to put myself above him...and this thought in itself belies the fact that I believe I control this all. Underneath the blah, blah, blah I'm still always trying to pull the strings... [/QUOTE]
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