Thank you, Deni D, Copa, Crayola, New Leaf, KTmom, BrokenInside, for all the words of encouragement. I actually feel pretty calm. Venting here and going to alanon (we do not have naranon in our town) must be helping. I don't feel that panic like I used to.
The old me would have been driving around all night, searching for her, calling her, and being in a panic. How sad that this becomes so common we hardly have a response.
I hope I have good news by tomorrow...thanks for being supportive and letting me vent.
Newksm