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DGD seems to be delusional and not getting better
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<blockquote data-quote="ksm" data-source="post: 763374" data-attributes="member: 12511"><p>Well, after about 2 months she seemed better...but those two months were awful! She thought she flew the plane from Seattle...she would write us messages so no one could "hear" her. She was always exhausted in the morning because she was up all night "protecting the city". It didn't matter that she never left her room, because she used her mind to protect the city. (Told me I could grasp all that she was capable of!) She often slept in our unfiniished basement because being underground protected her from the bad vibes.</p><p></p><p>I do believe she was clean those first few months, as she never left our house without us or her dad. Then she started seeing previous people she knew but I dont think she used meth. But, she started up again, then started staying out all night. Practically sneaking out after we went to bed. The paranoia didn't really return, but just no motivation to do anything! And did not spend quality time with her son. Her room is awful!</p><p></p><p>She did find a job at a liquor store...about 30 hours a week. But was let go after after about 4 or 5 months for calling in sick too often. Now it's been 4 more weeks and no real job. So frustrating. If not for the 2 year old, who we have raised for one year, she would be out of our house in a heartbeat. </p><p></p><p>We have pushed for her to go to rehab...but I think she just tells us what she thinks we want to hear. I have been testing one or twice a month for 6 months. She doesn't know that when she doesn't flush, I can and have been testing it. Positive for amphetamines and methamphetamines...even diluted with toilet water!</p><p></p><p>Several weeks ago I found a glass jar with urine! Tested it and also positive! I confronted her and told her I had tested it. She got mad and left...telling us it was illegal to test someone without their knowledge... told her not to get my glass kitchen jars, pee in it, and leave it in the family room!</p><p></p><p>She calmed down and returned, and the next day apologized. Said she went for a substance abuse assessment and she needed classes which should start soon. Lol. I doubt that she even went! I have pushed for residential treatment...and she acts like she is considering it, but wants to go after the holidays. She doesn't want help, she thinks she's smart enough to use without getting full blown bat sh.t crazy. But it's affected her job and her relationship with us and her son. He gets anxiety when she leaves, because who knows when she will return?? She promises..."just one hour" and then gone. Or she puts him to get and then leaves. If he wakes up from a bad dream, screaming for mommy...she's not here. Or he wakes up in the morning...she's not here, but he has to hunt in her bedroom for her. Sometimes crying. Sometimes screaming hysterically.</p><p></p><p>I hate this...for all of us...her...us...but especially for the wonderful little boy who has my heart...</p><p></p><p>Oh, and the loser boyfriend lived with his folks, got back with his estranged wife, and had twins last week.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="ksm, post: 763374, member: 12511"] Well, after about 2 months she seemed better...but those two months were awful! She thought she flew the plane from Seattle...she would write us messages so no one could "hear" her. She was always exhausted in the morning because she was up all night "protecting the city". It didn't matter that she never left her room, because she used her mind to protect the city. (Told me I could grasp all that she was capable of!) She often slept in our unfiniished basement because being underground protected her from the bad vibes. I do believe she was clean those first few months, as she never left our house without us or her dad. Then she started seeing previous people she knew but I dont think she used meth. But, she started up again, then started staying out all night. Practically sneaking out after we went to bed. The paranoia didn't really return, but just no motivation to do anything! And did not spend quality time with her son. Her room is awful! She did find a job at a liquor store...about 30 hours a week. But was let go after after about 4 or 5 months for calling in sick too often. Now it's been 4 more weeks and no real job. So frustrating. If not for the 2 year old, who we have raised for one year, she would be out of our house in a heartbeat. We have pushed for her to go to rehab...but I think she just tells us what she thinks we want to hear. I have been testing one or twice a month for 6 months. She doesn't know that when she doesn't flush, I can and have been testing it. Positive for amphetamines and methamphetamines...even diluted with toilet water! Several weeks ago I found a glass jar with urine! Tested it and also positive! I confronted her and told her I had tested it. She got mad and left...telling us it was illegal to test someone without their knowledge... told her not to get my glass kitchen jars, pee in it, and leave it in the family room! She calmed down and returned, and the next day apologized. Said she went for a substance abuse assessment and she needed classes which should start soon. Lol. I doubt that she even went! I have pushed for residential treatment...and she acts like she is considering it, but wants to go after the holidays. She doesn't want help, she thinks she's smart enough to use without getting full blown bat sh.t crazy. But it's affected her job and her relationship with us and her son. He gets anxiety when she leaves, because who knows when she will return?? She promises..."just one hour" and then gone. Or she puts him to get and then leaves. If he wakes up from a bad dream, screaming for mommy...she's not here. Or he wakes up in the morning...she's not here, but he has to hunt in her bedroom for her. Sometimes crying. Sometimes screaming hysterically. I hate this...for all of us...her...us...but especially for the wonderful little boy who has my heart... Oh, and the loser boyfriend lived with his folks, got back with his estranged wife, and had twins last week. [/QUOTE]
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