Oh IAD, I'm here too, reading along. I'm sorry, I know how hard this is on you. You're doing a good job under extraordinary circumstances. All any of us can do is let go, accept and live right here in the present moment. Expand those moments where things are uneventful and calm........focus on them, that helps me. Sending you big hugs and lots and lots of warm wishes for serenity to find you.......
