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I feel like I can't take any more of this without losing my own sanity. My husband says that if difficult child was visibly injured in subway and asked for help that someone would help call for help. I'm struggling with detachment vs helping. But also with weighing the cost of my sanity against his well being. I don't think I did justice in my post of how horrible, frightening and exhausting it was dealing with difficult child yesterday. I am not excusing my lack of help tonight but I feel like my own sanity is in question if I would have had to handle any more screaming and threatening behavior today. And since I refused to get him a phone I will be forced to worry until he contacts me. now I am second guessing my every decision.Sent using ConductDisorders
I feel like I can't take any more of this without losing my own sanity. My husband says that if difficult child was visibly injured in subway and asked for help that someone would help call for help. I'm struggling with detachment vs helping. But also with weighing the cost of my sanity against his well being. I don't think I did justice in my post of how horrible, frightening and exhausting it was dealing with difficult child yesterday. I am not excusing my lack of help tonight but I feel like my own sanity is in question if I would have had to handle any more screaming and threatening behavior today. And since I refused to get him a phone I will be forced to worry until he contacts me. now I am second guessing my every decision.
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