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<blockquote data-quote="Star*" data-source="post: 611354" data-attributes="member: 4964"><p>I have this post that I swear if I could nice it down.......I would post it here....and maybe it would make it under the radar......I swear to all that it good and right in the world...I thought it was my Mom sending me a real email back about her trying to redo her password. I tried to forward it to you the other day, and SWEET MOTHER OF MILK....when you set up my Gmail? I wrote the password on my blotter on my desk right? Ok then I tore the blotter off the desk when I finally got out of the depression from those pills (remember?) but Dr. Jeckassly...decided that I needed to go see A gynecologist for my Thalassemia Trait ergo Anemia. Now you tell me WHAT in the world does one thing have to do with the other? ME? I dunno - I have normal cycles, I'm just exhausted. I have anemia and I'm frimpin cranky. I'm cranky because we'd all be a LOT better off if you would just listen to me and do things like I asked you to....but NO. I have anemia so you sent me to a Gyno and I tell you I can't afford it, and until I go - you refuse to refill ALL my prescriptions. WOW......</p><p></p><p>ANYONE HERE EVER COME OFF EFFEXOR COLD TURKEY????? SONOFA........WOW.......I MEAN......I wouldn't wish the effects of this on my x - god bless his dark and hateful soul. Between the vomiting, constant nausea, and brain zaps, nearly wrecking the car, major, MAJOR mood swings,,,crying jags...migraines, did I mention vomiting OH EM GEE...this has been walking hell on earth. EN E WAY...I got so ill, I ended up in the doctors office and now am disqualified for my CDL physical - because Dr. Jeckassyl...wasn't supposed to do it and walked in the room and I broke the first blood pressure cuff, and then they thought it was a machine malfunction and he was standing there hooked me up again and my BiPolar (BP) was like 164/140 - not bad but I was trying to get it to come down so I'd pass my physical. I said "I really can't do this today--not with him in here I'm too angry with him now." So they pushed him out of the room and I tried yoga, laying on the floor, going to my "happy place" and still 15 mins later....BiPolar (BP) way too high. HE was so upset that I broke his BiPolar (BP) cuff and my BiPolar (BP) was that high that when he did GIVE me my prescriptions????? He gave me stuff that isn't mine.....I have an entire bag of **** on my table ----that has my name on it....but is not for anything I take. Im calling around to find out whom you call at the city to have him removed. First - you don't cold turkey anyone off Effexor and the rest of their medications (I take 7) and 2nd - HOW IN THE HECK do you hand someone a bag of medicine that is NOTHING of what they take???? He's a nincompoop. </p><p>SO My guts are all tore up ---You puke for 5 weeks and work...(oh that's right you do - my bad) and I ended up in Doctors care so sick I couldn't hardly walk. The doctor there said I probably should have gone to the ER - I said Just take a peek. Well NOW I have 4 stomach medications I take. When I tried to tell him what Dr. Jeckassyl did to me.....he couldn't wrap his head around it....Kept saying I can refill your....and I said I HAVE THE MEDICATION.....I was DENIED refills until I got A GYNO appointment...do you understand he cut me OFF COLD TURKEY....I GOT SICK....and now my guts are a mess? He told me I have about 3 -5 more weeks of this. OH EM GHEE....great. ....And in the mean time.....I asked the pain management doctor to give me a letter stating that I COULD drive on the pain medications.....and NOPE.....He says I know better. WELL could I take them at NIGHT? NOPE. AS PRESCRIBED. So now I cant' get my DOT card for my CDL because of this STUPID accident which the atty said is not going to "pay much" because it's just Soft tissue damage....." but yet if I don't take the pills I hurt....and if I take the pills...NOW I can't drive trucks and according to the doctor at pain mgmt....I am not supposed to be driving AT ALL ------not even to work.....SO HOW IN THE H am I supposed to get to work? And drive??? ANd That's not disabled? WTH????? I hate it here. HATE IT......HATE IT......OMG I need Nexium extra strength. Lets see I can't drive myself to work now....because of this soft tissue damage.....but the accident didn't cause me much inconvenience.?????????? I can't drive to work and I can't drive trucks anymore???? ANYONE else see an INCONVENIENCE????????? INSERT HORRIBLE CURSE WORD and pass the GAVISCON.....but don't pass go and collect 200.00 because it's only soft tissue damage, and that doesn't pay much. meh. </p><p></p><p>Well yesterday and the day before I had off from work. For FOUR years the kid behind us has had hunting dogs penned up and they bark -------and bark. And well you get the idea. NON STOP. I have 4 dogs. You never hear them. Maybe if a motorcycle or delivery truck goes by. Otherwise? Unless you come into our yard? They're well behaved. How the people that live directly behind him have not literally taken him to court is beyond me but the other neighbors complain about it whenever we bump into each other out and about. Yet no one "WANTS to make a scene" Well I guess it doesn't bother DF - He's deaf. He just turns the TV up or takes out his hearing aids. I have suffered for four years since this kid moved in. I can't open my windows in Spring, on a Summer day.....In the Fall. When my Mom visits it was constant yowling barking....and the county will not come out for barking dogs. They have a downloadable form that you keep records of, have another neighbor "witness" and then notarize, then they send a courtesy summons to the guy and you both go to court. WTF? I have to take time out of my pay to go to court because YOU can't keep your yappin horde quiet? AND the best part is......It's at MY expense and......(I love this) It takes THREE times of me keeping logs and doing this BEFORE the courts will take the dogs. SOoooooooooooooooooooo.........no....right? Yeah....well being off the medications?????? I snapped. I had on a t shirt, pajama shorts, no shoes, my hair looked like the wild woman from Borneo.....and I jumped in my car, sped down the dirt road.....and got to his house and it's filthy......Dead 1/2 skinned deer everywhere. Cujo in the window.....no blinds.....and I beat on that door, and I beat on his door, and He would NOT come to the door....I beat on it again. And I know he was in there. What A WIMP. </p><p>And with that.....I walked back off his porch......got in my car......only to find that he's cleared his woods behind his house and WHERE do you think hes drug all the limbs and junk ?? that and his bagged trash for I have no idea how long??????? Over our woods and the guy that lives next to us. Some of the limbs and vines and weeds and I mean this is like lot clearing **** fell out of the back of his truck into the road by our property edge and he just left it there.....didn't even bother to try and pick it up. </p><p>OMG this is too much. But before I got home? Every single dog mouth was shut.....and silence ensued for the rest of the afternoon and when they started at 6:30 this morning and I belted out of my back door...SHUT UP...SHUT YOUR DOGS UP. Within 1 minute....every single beagle (all 12 of them) were quiet for the entire day. </p><p></p><p>DF and his friend were sitting in the house when I went pealing out of the drive yesterday. He came running out and said "Where are you going where are you going? I think You should stay here." I said "Im going to go see a man about a few dogs." got in t he car and left. When I got back I called the kid some choice names for not answering the door, and DF told his buddy - "I think the smart money was on NOT answering the door with HER on the other side of it. Maybe the kids not so dumb after all.." </p><p></p><p>The unfair thing is I have shut my windows, and my electric bill goes up....I could be having a nice breeze....and no. DOGS.....He doesn't pay 1/2 my electric bill. Bump him. He's taken advantage of the entire neighborhoods kindness for 4 years. Yesterday I think he found out where the line was drawn. No one needs to have 12 beagles in a residential area, then dump your trees, brush and such plus your bagged trash in my woods??????? WHO does that? I'm not certain but I think his wife has left him. And I think the house next to him is a HUD home, and if the contractor over there or the people that moved in were the ones that drug all their **** in my woods - they can haul it right up the road like everyone else does. OR get a 2500 ticket. God has to let me win the lottery so I can get the heck out of here. </p><p>Anyway - that's why no emails, and works been upside down....and people there are all jockeying for their bit of the reins that I couldn't care less about - but boy once they get a little taste of what they perceive as power they have to usurp their authority and well I think I told the last supervisor to either stop riding me like Seattle Slew or if he w<em>as </em>going to continue to ride me & crop me let me we needed a safe word. The look on his face was worth the price of admission. (He's a small man, so as I was walking away I said....I still think you're too big to be a jockey) ....kinda under my breath. </p><p></p><p>Well anyway .....thats' what I would have texted but I basically stink at it...and I am even worse at returning phone calls. Because by the time I get off work and ride home DF wants to talk an then follows me around everywhere. (how fun is that) So....yeah. Currently looking for a schnazzy finish to.....I'm not anti social......So I can convince the therapist if I ever go back that I really am quite happy being on my own. That It's not an anxiety disorder. People really do suck....I don't secretly desire to be with others. Im not afraid to be around people. There's another textbook nincompoop for ya. All he wanted to talk about was Dude being in prison. I really didn't want to talk about that. I mean....he's there. I wanted to deal more with my organized hoarding issues. Help me to help myself move some of this **** out of my life. Why did I do it. Was it because the boys died? Is it because DF can't do anything ? Is it because the house is falling apart? .......And what about your son? WHAT? My ....son? No we were talking about why I have 500 PEZ dispensesr, collect tear the buttons off clothing at the Goodwills collect picture frames and never put pictures in them, collect needlepoint stuff but can't seem to get it in an envelope for my girlfriend who has the same name I do here....I mean things like that. Don't you think that's weird? I do, I can explain the box of baby stuff. I thought I was going to have a Granddaughter to share it with. Nope. Moving on-no problem. But purses....old ones. Someone posted here a while back about the things you collect, and I was afraid to comment. lol. </p><p></p><p>Well anyway...I see you are going to do the Christmas card list. I'm tickled. I have pretty paper if you need it. Probably not. (collected that too) I think I'm making my cards this year. Post cards - Can't afford to do regular cards. But they're going to be cute. I saw a bee the other day - made me think of you. hehe </p><p></p><p></p><p>Later Gater....</p><p>Love & Hugs </p><p></p><p>Starbie...the wordy Barbie - she probably should come with dragon point and speak .......well....you know how un techno savy she is. Still kicking the box around the parking lot trying to open the package</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Star*, post: 611354, member: 4964"] I have this post that I swear if I could nice it down.......I would post it here....and maybe it would make it under the radar......I swear to all that it good and right in the world...I thought it was my Mom sending me a real email back about her trying to redo her password. I tried to forward it to you the other day, and SWEET MOTHER OF MILK....when you set up my Gmail? I wrote the password on my blotter on my desk right? Ok then I tore the blotter off the desk when I finally got out of the depression from those pills (remember?) but Dr. Jeckassly...decided that I needed to go see A gynecologist for my Thalassemia Trait ergo Anemia. Now you tell me WHAT in the world does one thing have to do with the other? ME? I dunno - I have normal cycles, I'm just exhausted. I have anemia and I'm frimpin cranky. I'm cranky because we'd all be a LOT better off if you would just listen to me and do things like I asked you to....but NO. I have anemia so you sent me to a Gyno and I tell you I can't afford it, and until I go - you refuse to refill ALL my prescriptions. WOW...... ANYONE HERE EVER COME OFF EFFEXOR COLD TURKEY????? SONOFA........WOW.......I MEAN......I wouldn't wish the effects of this on my x - god bless his dark and hateful soul. Between the vomiting, constant nausea, and brain zaps, nearly wrecking the car, major, MAJOR mood swings,,,crying jags...migraines, did I mention vomiting OH EM GEE...this has been walking hell on earth. EN E WAY...I got so ill, I ended up in the doctors office and now am disqualified for my CDL physical - because Dr. Jeckassyl...wasn't supposed to do it and walked in the room and I broke the first blood pressure cuff, and then they thought it was a machine malfunction and he was standing there hooked me up again and my BiPolar (BP) was like 164/140 - not bad but I was trying to get it to come down so I'd pass my physical. I said "I really can't do this today--not with him in here I'm too angry with him now." So they pushed him out of the room and I tried yoga, laying on the floor, going to my "happy place" and still 15 mins later....BiPolar (BP) way too high. HE was so upset that I broke his BiPolar (BP) cuff and my BiPolar (BP) was that high that when he did GIVE me my prescriptions????? He gave me stuff that isn't mine.....I have an entire bag of **** on my table ----that has my name on it....but is not for anything I take. Im calling around to find out whom you call at the city to have him removed. First - you don't cold turkey anyone off Effexor and the rest of their medications (I take 7) and 2nd - HOW IN THE HECK do you hand someone a bag of medicine that is NOTHING of what they take???? He's a nincompoop. SO My guts are all tore up ---You puke for 5 weeks and work...(oh that's right you do - my bad) and I ended up in Doctors care so sick I couldn't hardly walk. The doctor there said I probably should have gone to the ER - I said Just take a peek. Well NOW I have 4 stomach medications I take. When I tried to tell him what Dr. Jeckassyl did to me.....he couldn't wrap his head around it....Kept saying I can refill your....and I said I HAVE THE MEDICATION.....I was DENIED refills until I got A GYNO appointment...do you understand he cut me OFF COLD TURKEY....I GOT SICK....and now my guts are a mess? He told me I have about 3 -5 more weeks of this. OH EM GHEE....great. ....And in the mean time.....I asked the pain management doctor to give me a letter stating that I COULD drive on the pain medications.....and NOPE.....He says I know better. WELL could I take them at NIGHT? NOPE. AS PRESCRIBED. So now I cant' get my DOT card for my CDL because of this STUPID accident which the atty said is not going to "pay much" because it's just Soft tissue damage....." but yet if I don't take the pills I hurt....and if I take the pills...NOW I can't drive trucks and according to the doctor at pain mgmt....I am not supposed to be driving AT ALL ------not even to work.....SO HOW IN THE H am I supposed to get to work? And drive??? ANd That's not disabled? WTH????? I hate it here. HATE IT......HATE IT......OMG I need Nexium extra strength. Lets see I can't drive myself to work now....because of this soft tissue damage.....but the accident didn't cause me much inconvenience.?????????? I can't drive to work and I can't drive trucks anymore???? ANYONE else see an INCONVENIENCE????????? INSERT HORRIBLE CURSE WORD and pass the GAVISCON.....but don't pass go and collect 200.00 because it's only soft tissue damage, and that doesn't pay much. meh. Well yesterday and the day before I had off from work. For FOUR years the kid behind us has had hunting dogs penned up and they bark -------and bark. And well you get the idea. NON STOP. I have 4 dogs. You never hear them. Maybe if a motorcycle or delivery truck goes by. Otherwise? Unless you come into our yard? They're well behaved. How the people that live directly behind him have not literally taken him to court is beyond me but the other neighbors complain about it whenever we bump into each other out and about. Yet no one "WANTS to make a scene" Well I guess it doesn't bother DF - He's deaf. He just turns the TV up or takes out his hearing aids. I have suffered for four years since this kid moved in. I can't open my windows in Spring, on a Summer day.....In the Fall. When my Mom visits it was constant yowling barking....and the county will not come out for barking dogs. They have a downloadable form that you keep records of, have another neighbor "witness" and then notarize, then they send a courtesy summons to the guy and you both go to court. WTF? I have to take time out of my pay to go to court because YOU can't keep your yappin horde quiet? AND the best part is......It's at MY expense and......(I love this) It takes THREE times of me keeping logs and doing this BEFORE the courts will take the dogs. SOoooooooooooooooooooo.........no....right? Yeah....well being off the medications?????? I snapped. I had on a t shirt, pajama shorts, no shoes, my hair looked like the wild woman from Borneo.....and I jumped in my car, sped down the dirt road.....and got to his house and it's filthy......Dead 1/2 skinned deer everywhere. Cujo in the window.....no blinds.....and I beat on that door, and I beat on his door, and He would NOT come to the door....I beat on it again. And I know he was in there. What A WIMP. And with that.....I walked back off his porch......got in my car......only to find that he's cleared his woods behind his house and WHERE do you think hes drug all the limbs and junk ?? that and his bagged trash for I have no idea how long??????? Over our woods and the guy that lives next to us. Some of the limbs and vines and weeds and I mean this is like lot clearing **** fell out of the back of his truck into the road by our property edge and he just left it there.....didn't even bother to try and pick it up. OMG this is too much. But before I got home? Every single dog mouth was shut.....and silence ensued for the rest of the afternoon and when they started at 6:30 this morning and I belted out of my back door...SHUT UP...SHUT YOUR DOGS UP. Within 1 minute....every single beagle (all 12 of them) were quiet for the entire day. DF and his friend were sitting in the house when I went pealing out of the drive yesterday. He came running out and said "Where are you going where are you going? I think You should stay here." I said "Im going to go see a man about a few dogs." got in t he car and left. When I got back I called the kid some choice names for not answering the door, and DF told his buddy - "I think the smart money was on NOT answering the door with HER on the other side of it. Maybe the kids not so dumb after all.." The unfair thing is I have shut my windows, and my electric bill goes up....I could be having a nice breeze....and no. DOGS.....He doesn't pay 1/2 my electric bill. Bump him. He's taken advantage of the entire neighborhoods kindness for 4 years. Yesterday I think he found out where the line was drawn. No one needs to have 12 beagles in a residential area, then dump your trees, brush and such plus your bagged trash in my woods??????? WHO does that? I'm not certain but I think his wife has left him. And I think the house next to him is a HUD home, and if the contractor over there or the people that moved in were the ones that drug all their **** in my woods - they can haul it right up the road like everyone else does. OR get a 2500 ticket. God has to let me win the lottery so I can get the heck out of here. Anyway - that's why no emails, and works been upside down....and people there are all jockeying for their bit of the reins that I couldn't care less about - but boy once they get a little taste of what they perceive as power they have to usurp their authority and well I think I told the last supervisor to either stop riding me like Seattle Slew or if he w[I]as [/I]going to continue to ride me & crop me let me we needed a safe word. The look on his face was worth the price of admission. (He's a small man, so as I was walking away I said....I still think you're too big to be a jockey) ....kinda under my breath. Well anyway .....thats' what I would have texted but I basically stink at it...and I am even worse at returning phone calls. Because by the time I get off work and ride home DF wants to talk an then follows me around everywhere. (how fun is that) So....yeah. Currently looking for a schnazzy finish to.....I'm not anti social......So I can convince the therapist if I ever go back that I really am quite happy being on my own. That It's not an anxiety disorder. People really do suck....I don't secretly desire to be with others. Im not afraid to be around people. There's another textbook nincompoop for ya. All he wanted to talk about was Dude being in prison. I really didn't want to talk about that. I mean....he's there. I wanted to deal more with my organized hoarding issues. Help me to help myself move some of this **** out of my life. Why did I do it. Was it because the boys died? Is it because DF can't do anything ? Is it because the house is falling apart? .......And what about your son? WHAT? My ....son? No we were talking about why I have 500 PEZ dispensesr, collect tear the buttons off clothing at the Goodwills collect picture frames and never put pictures in them, collect needlepoint stuff but can't seem to get it in an envelope for my girlfriend who has the same name I do here....I mean things like that. Don't you think that's weird? I do, I can explain the box of baby stuff. I thought I was going to have a Granddaughter to share it with. Nope. Moving on-no problem. But purses....old ones. Someone posted here a while back about the things you collect, and I was afraid to comment. lol. Well anyway...I see you are going to do the Christmas card list. I'm tickled. I have pretty paper if you need it. Probably not. (collected that too) I think I'm making my cards this year. Post cards - Can't afford to do regular cards. But they're going to be cute. I saw a bee the other day - made me think of you. hehe Later Gater.... Love & Hugs Starbie...the wordy Barbie - she probably should come with dragon point and speak .......well....you know how un techno savy she is. Still kicking the box around the parking lot trying to open the package [/QUOTE]
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