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<blockquote data-quote="Feeling Sad" data-source="post: 707941" data-attributes="member: 19245"><p>I am the oposite, Copa. I have always prayed, and now I have stopped, for the most part. I have dealt with schizophrenia my whole life. I know its course. I still believe in G_d, but I have lost my hope. I am mad. I am in deep despair.</p><p></p><p>My middle son still has not gone for either medications or counseling. He does not know what he wants to do with his life and he says that he has missed out on "opportunities". I know before, jobs were being lined up because of the research he was performing. Now, he is so depressed, they are slipping by. He texts me, "Hi". When I text, "Hi" back, there is no response. I asked him how he was doing. Nothing. Last week he said that he was anxious and was afraid of people. I have never been so low. I don't want him to get worse, but I am helpless.</p><p></p><p>I wrote papers today. I will weed tomorrow. I still plan to apply for the seminars. They are all over the U.S. I don't want to go, but I am forcing myself. I don't know why. I haven't flown since my brain surgery. I don't know if I want to. I receive a stipend to cover the flight and food and lodging is included. I can go on a trip, but I will be taking my sadness with me. It will distract me. That is the purpose that it will serve. My heart is breaking.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Feeling Sad, post: 707941, member: 19245"] I am the oposite, Copa. I have always prayed, and now I have stopped, for the most part. I have dealt with schizophrenia my whole life. I know its course. I still believe in G_d, but I have lost my hope. I am mad. I am in deep despair. My middle son still has not gone for either medications or counseling. He does not know what he wants to do with his life and he says that he has missed out on "opportunities". I know before, jobs were being lined up because of the research he was performing. Now, he is so depressed, they are slipping by. He texts me, "Hi". When I text, "Hi" back, there is no response. I asked him how he was doing. Nothing. Last week he said that he was anxious and was afraid of people. I have never been so low. I don't want him to get worse, but I am helpless. I wrote papers today. I will weed tomorrow. I still plan to apply for the seminars. They are all over the U.S. I don't want to go, but I am forcing myself. I don't know why. I haven't flown since my brain surgery. I don't know if I want to. I receive a stipend to cover the flight and food and lodging is included. I can go on a trip, but I will be taking my sadness with me. It will distract me. That is the purpose that it will serve. My heart is breaking. [/QUOTE]
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