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<blockquote data-quote="Heavy hearted" data-source="post: 733273" data-attributes="member: 23067"><p>New Leaf, </p><p>Thankful for your reply. Tears spout every now and then. Lastnight my husband and I went out to eat. This is the first time that we have been out since my son left. We went to a wonderful buffet that provided just about every food imaginable. I fixed my plate, sat down and the first feeling of guilt really overwhelmed me. I asked myself, how can I sit here and embelish this wonderful food knowing my son is probably out there hungry. I stopped and prayed for son's nourishment to be provided somehow. I did get through my meal. I think once the "new" wears off of this situation, I can start putting my life back together again. Piece by piece. It's definitely going to be a long hard road to hold. I did look up some support groups yesterday and will be calling Monday. Thank you for your encouraging words. Thank God for this site. My husband is ex military and it appears that this is not affecting him like it is me. It's just different between a mother and her children. The bond of love is everlasting no matter what the situation is. Sleep has seemed to come a little easier for the last two nights. My heart is in pieces, but with the help of this site, therapy and God.......I will survive.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Heavy hearted, post: 733273, member: 23067"] New Leaf, Thankful for your reply. Tears spout every now and then. Lastnight my husband and I went out to eat. This is the first time that we have been out since my son left. We went to a wonderful buffet that provided just about every food imaginable. I fixed my plate, sat down and the first feeling of guilt really overwhelmed me. I asked myself, how can I sit here and embelish this wonderful food knowing my son is probably out there hungry. I stopped and prayed for son's nourishment to be provided somehow. I did get through my meal. I think once the "new" wears off of this situation, I can start putting my life back together again. Piece by piece. It's definitely going to be a long hard road to hold. I did look up some support groups yesterday and will be calling Monday. Thank you for your encouraging words. Thank God for this site. My husband is ex military and it appears that this is not affecting him like it is me. It's just different between a mother and her children. The bond of love is everlasting no matter what the situation is. Sleep has seemed to come a little easier for the last two nights. My heart is in pieces, but with the help of this site, therapy and God.......I will survive. [/QUOTE]
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