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<blockquote data-quote="bran155" data-source="post: 287358"><p>Thank you all so very much for all of your support. I am so glad I finally brought myself to ask for it! I have needed it for some time but was too crushed to talk about this nightmare. I still have a hard time accepting it. I know that is the key to my freedom, acceptance! It is very hard to accept such a thing. I did have a good day, bbq and fireworks. I had to fight back tears quite a few times during the festivities but let them flow once the night ended. Not too bad, just a few tears. I really did enjoy watching my son have such a good time. He was so happy, he fills my heart with such joy. He is a wonderful kid! He is the reason I breathe everyday, for sure! The muscle relaxers really do help, although I should not be taking them. They weren't prescribed for me. I got them from my mother. I made up some story about my back hurting and she gave them to me. If she knew that I was taking them for this reason she would kill me. It is amazing what one does to get through tough times. The problem with that is, these times are never ending for me and I cannot very well medicate myself forever. I do, however want to get an anti-anxiety medicine to take the edge off. Do they really work? </p><p> </p><p>I hope everyone had a nice 4th. Thanks again for keeping me and mine in your thoughts and prayers! It really does feel like coming home again here!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="bran155, post: 287358"] Thank you all so very much for all of your support. I am so glad I finally brought myself to ask for it! I have needed it for some time but was too crushed to talk about this nightmare. I still have a hard time accepting it. I know that is the key to my freedom, acceptance! It is very hard to accept such a thing. I did have a good day, bbq and fireworks. I had to fight back tears quite a few times during the festivities but let them flow once the night ended. Not too bad, just a few tears. I really did enjoy watching my son have such a good time. He was so happy, he fills my heart with such joy. He is a wonderful kid! He is the reason I breathe everyday, for sure! The muscle relaxers really do help, although I should not be taking them. They weren't prescribed for me. I got them from my mother. I made up some story about my back hurting and she gave them to me. If she knew that I was taking them for this reason she would kill me. It is amazing what one does to get through tough times. The problem with that is, these times are never ending for me and I cannot very well medicate myself forever. I do, however want to get an anti-anxiety medicine to take the edge off. Do they really work? I hope everyone had a nice 4th. Thanks again for keeping me and mine in your thoughts and prayers! It really does feel like coming home again here! [/QUOTE]
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