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<blockquote data-quote="bran155" data-source="post: 287654"><p>You have all given me such great advice. I know the muscle relaxers are not the way to go. In the past week I have only taken them 3 times, at night to sleep. And I know, even that is not smart. I only have about 3-4 left and no way to get anymore, so I won't be taking them again. I don't like xanax or valium, I have taken both before and hated the way I felt on them. So heavy and out of it! I would much rather be on the long lasting ones like, Zoloft or Paxil, one of those. I just have such trouble sleeping. When I finally do fall asleep it's only for a short time before I wake up again. I truly cannot remember the last time I slept through the night! It's been this way for many years but has gotten much worse with all that is happening.</p><p> </p><p>She called my sister yesterday and asked where I was. My sister explained to her that I am unable to speak with her. She said she wants to come by and see me. I don't want to see her!!! I don't know if that is right or wrong but it is the way I feel. I can't see her right now. I am just so disgusted and hurt, I am afraid of how I will feel. I try my best to put this all out of my mind, as if she is just on vacation or something! Oh how I wish that were the case!!!</p><p> </p><p>I don't know if I could have made it this far without the support of my sister. She is amazing and we have an amazaing relationship! She has been right there with me and my daughter, on the front lines, from day one! She has taken a lot of my burden from me and carried it herself. She is such a blessing in my life. </p><p> </p><p>Thank you so much for all of your concern. I know you all are so very right about self medicating! Each day that passes it gets a tiny bit easier. I just never know when she will drag us back into her tornado, ya know? I could be doing fine and then boom, something happens and she drags us all back into the chaos!!! It's a really carppy way to live, ya know?</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="bran155, post: 287654"] You have all given me such great advice. I know the muscle relaxers are not the way to go. In the past week I have only taken them 3 times, at night to sleep. And I know, even that is not smart. I only have about 3-4 left and no way to get anymore, so I won't be taking them again. I don't like xanax or valium, I have taken both before and hated the way I felt on them. So heavy and out of it! I would much rather be on the long lasting ones like, Zoloft or Paxil, one of those. I just have such trouble sleeping. When I finally do fall asleep it's only for a short time before I wake up again. I truly cannot remember the last time I slept through the night! It's been this way for many years but has gotten much worse with all that is happening. She called my sister yesterday and asked where I was. My sister explained to her that I am unable to speak with her. She said she wants to come by and see me. I don't want to see her!!! I don't know if that is right or wrong but it is the way I feel. I can't see her right now. I am just so disgusted and hurt, I am afraid of how I will feel. I try my best to put this all out of my mind, as if she is just on vacation or something! Oh how I wish that were the case!!! I don't know if I could have made it this far without the support of my sister. She is amazing and we have an amazaing relationship! She has been right there with me and my daughter, on the front lines, from day one! She has taken a lot of my burden from me and carried it herself. She is such a blessing in my life. Thank you so much for all of your concern. I know you all are so very right about self medicating! Each day that passes it gets a tiny bit easier. I just never know when she will drag us back into her tornado, ya know? I could be doing fine and then boom, something happens and she drags us all back into the chaos!!! It's a really carppy way to live, ya know? [/QUOTE]
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