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<blockquote data-quote="lovemysons" data-source="post: 534810" data-attributes="member: 3305"><p>Pigless,</p><p></p><p>Thank you for calling me "brave". I just can't go through that again. </p><p>It has had side effects...I am no longer the "vibrant woman" my husband married (his words sigh). My oldest difficult child will not allow his children to be around me unattended and does not want mental illness Ever discussed around his children. My mother and husband will always be at odds over how my last day before hospitalisation was handled...husband thought I had been slipped LSD at an AA meeting. My mother had taken care of me the last day and husband repeatedly said that he would come home from work to take me to the hospital (but didn't) because he thought I was on a drug that would eventually wear off (sigh). The situation was dire and critical and I barely made it to the hospital (in a police car) in time after husband finally made it home and I had jumped from husband's truck at a light because he had a shovel in the back and I "thought" he was taking me to the edge of town to bury me. Police arrived, I tried to grab gun, they handcuffed me and took me to the hospital. </p><p></p><p>Like your husband, my psychosis also involved battling "evil". My mother, husband, and oldest difficult child's picture all looked like satan to me. I trusted none of the people who would normally be my closest ally's in life. I know that especially disturbed my mother. Can also relate to sinister messeges from TV as well as radio and internet. G-d was talking to me...it was bizarre and people on TV were very ugly and cold and superficial "in my mind". </p><p></p><p>I have gained a tremendous amount of weight on Abilify and am not as sharp or as intense as I once was. Part of me is "gone" but I have to accept that. The Dr's said if I ever had another psychotic episode it would be harder to bring me back. </p><p></p><p>Pigless maybe I should have PM'd you insteading of posting. </p><p>I still am having such a hard time with what happend to you husband and family. I can't believe the docs were so careless and irresponsible...how very sad how very tragic.</p><p></p><p>with love and care, </p><p>LMS</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="lovemysons, post: 534810, member: 3305"] Pigless, Thank you for calling me "brave". I just can't go through that again. It has had side effects...I am no longer the "vibrant woman" my husband married (his words sigh). My oldest difficult child will not allow his children to be around me unattended and does not want mental illness Ever discussed around his children. My mother and husband will always be at odds over how my last day before hospitalisation was handled...husband thought I had been slipped LSD at an AA meeting. My mother had taken care of me the last day and husband repeatedly said that he would come home from work to take me to the hospital (but didn't) because he thought I was on a drug that would eventually wear off (sigh). The situation was dire and critical and I barely made it to the hospital (in a police car) in time after husband finally made it home and I had jumped from husband's truck at a light because he had a shovel in the back and I "thought" he was taking me to the edge of town to bury me. Police arrived, I tried to grab gun, they handcuffed me and took me to the hospital. Like your husband, my psychosis also involved battling "evil". My mother, husband, and oldest difficult child's picture all looked like satan to me. I trusted none of the people who would normally be my closest ally's in life. I know that especially disturbed my mother. Can also relate to sinister messeges from TV as well as radio and internet. G-d was talking to me...it was bizarre and people on TV were very ugly and cold and superficial "in my mind". I have gained a tremendous amount of weight on Abilify and am not as sharp or as intense as I once was. Part of me is "gone" but I have to accept that. The Dr's said if I ever had another psychotic episode it would be harder to bring me back. Pigless maybe I should have PM'd you insteading of posting. I still am having such a hard time with what happend to you husband and family. I can't believe the docs were so careless and irresponsible...how very sad how very tragic. with love and care, LMS [/QUOTE]
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