Yeah at this point I am sick of feeling sorry for myself about this whole thing. I just want to never think about it again and enjoy that I don't have those problems anymore. I know that I was troubled child growing up had a lot of depressive issues, temper tantrums, and always felt sorry for my self and that stressed my parents out a lot. (In hindsight I think almost anyone with an NonVerbal Learning Disorder (NVLD) would have responded that without any type of intervention.) Even though I no longer have most of the symptoms I still feel like the disorder at times has control over my life. I thank everyone for responding. An intervention can make a world's of a difference. Even just knowing that most of your problems aren't your fault are half the fight in that it's much worse to not know you have a disability and think you're dumb. It really effects you.
I think someone really nailed the issue on the head. This isn't about my parent's or who fault it is. I think they are merely at times a psychological trigger a reminder of what growing up undiagnosed and what going through the marine officer school was. Just as if I were to walk into my old high school would be a trigger as well as, seeing all the people who were once associated with the program. It is just I see my parents a lot.
