Thanks for the advice, this morning was ok. Not depressed, but very out of control.
Last night I laid beside him and told him I loved him, then he told me I did not love him. I told him I was sorry he felt that way, but that I did love him very much. I laid with him for a few more minutes, then left him alone. He seemed to come out of it then, and was being silly and tried to "sneak" in the kitchen to see if I would notice.
This evening he is very irritable. He had to clean the kids bathroom for his chore, and he used air freshener to clean the counters. That really stunk up the house. He tried to say I did not show him what to use. I had picked up the bathroom cleaner and told him to clean the counter with this. I do not get this.
He is very much trying my patience tonight. husband and easy child went to look at cars as we will get a different one when we get out taxes, tommorrow if the IRS website is accurate. I should have went and left husband at home. I am going to have to have a girl's night out soon.