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I am beginning to feel like a cold hearted B!@#%
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<blockquote data-quote="RN0441" data-source="post: 745940" data-attributes="member: 15032"><p>Sorry that you are going through this Joysheph.</p><p></p><p>Yes I've been there too. Sometimes wishing I never would see him again or that I'd never had him. How awful.</p><p></p><p>Now he is sober and when I see his smile and him happy I melt and I don't know how I ever felt that way. But I went through hell and I don't even blame myself. I learned self-compassion through years of therapy. I guess a part of me is just gone and shut away forever. </p><p></p><p>It's just me realizing how hard life can be. I believe in God but his word tells me just because of that doesn't mean that my life will be easy or that things will go smoothly or as I want them to go.</p><p></p><p>Thankfully my prayers were answered and he saved my son. I do not think I would want him sitting outside of my house though. That is a bit much to handle on a daily basis. He is bringing you into his drama and you don't deserve that. You didn't cause this and you can't control it or cure it.</p><p></p><p>Hugs for enjoying your time with your hubby. Life is so short and WE only get this ONE life too.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="RN0441, post: 745940, member: 15032"] Sorry that you are going through this Joysheph. Yes I've been there too. Sometimes wishing I never would see him again or that I'd never had him. How awful. Now he is sober and when I see his smile and him happy I melt and I don't know how I ever felt that way. But I went through hell and I don't even blame myself. I learned self-compassion through years of therapy. I guess a part of me is just gone and shut away forever. It's just me realizing how hard life can be. I believe in God but his word tells me just because of that doesn't mean that my life will be easy or that things will go smoothly or as I want them to go. Thankfully my prayers were answered and he saved my son. I do not think I would want him sitting outside of my house though. That is a bit much to handle on a daily basis. He is bringing you into his drama and you don't deserve that. You didn't cause this and you can't control it or cure it. Hugs for enjoying your time with your hubby. Life is so short and WE only get this ONE life too. [/QUOTE]
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