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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 745691" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>Look. The bottom line is NOTHING I do helps. When he lived here, he did what he wanted. It is an illusion anything will change by his coming home.</p><p></p><p>I really don't know why he's jerking my chain. I guess he wants me on the line to jerk around. It gives him a sense of power. I've created a monster.</p><p></p><p>M always said the only control j has in life is over me. How very very sad.</p><p></p><p>Does this mean that if I withdraw myself, j might look to himself? Not necessarily. This may be all he can do. This is the great fear. That this is it. That this is the rest of his life. And mine.</p><p></p><p>Oh well. My agony will not change things. That's what you guys keep trying to tell me.</p><p></p><p>Thank you.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 745691, member: 18958"] Look. The bottom line is NOTHING I do helps. When he lived here, he did what he wanted. It is an illusion anything will change by his coming home. I really don't know why he's jerking my chain. I guess he wants me on the line to jerk around. It gives him a sense of power. I've created a monster. M always said the only control j has in life is over me. How very very sad. Does this mean that if I withdraw myself, j might look to himself? Not necessarily. This may be all he can do. This is the great fear. That this is it. That this is the rest of his life. And mine. Oh well. My agony will not change things. That's what you guys keep trying to tell me. Thank you. [/QUOTE]
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