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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 121368" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>hi,</p><p></p><p>Yes I have and I will move forward everyday with this promise to myself. I simply miss me, the happy go lucky person I was who looked at stars only a year ago, and found happiness in sitting under a tree with my little girl watching movies in the dark.</p><p></p><p>Blow drying my hair in the morning used to make me happy.....LOL <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /> that's how simplistic i am or rather was. yet this pressure has clouded the waters and yes left me spinning my wheels in the sand missing the life i dont have, missing the life we did have. Hating some past decisions i've made and beating myself up for them. Wishing I had a supportive family a safe place to crash, etc. Which only lead me down a very dark and sad road. </p><p></p><p>I'm by no means "fixed", it's going to take time and thought.</p><p></p><p>I just wanted everyone to know that nothing fell on deaf ears i heard it all. The type of person I am now is i listen i move away a little re think than come closer again with hopefully a better understanding.</p><p></p><p>i want so much for my girls, so very much. Time is running out it feels so i need to move quickly to hopefully give them the stability they deserve and find a solution for my little person which is my first and foremost concern beyond getting me ok.</p><p></p><p>hugs,</p><p>Jen <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 121368, member: 4514"] hi, Yes I have and I will move forward everyday with this promise to myself. I simply miss me, the happy go lucky person I was who looked at stars only a year ago, and found happiness in sitting under a tree with my little girl watching movies in the dark. Blow drying my hair in the morning used to make me happy.....LOL :) that's how simplistic i am or rather was. yet this pressure has clouded the waters and yes left me spinning my wheels in the sand missing the life i dont have, missing the life we did have. Hating some past decisions i've made and beating myself up for them. Wishing I had a supportive family a safe place to crash, etc. Which only lead me down a very dark and sad road. I'm by no means "fixed", it's going to take time and thought. I just wanted everyone to know that nothing fell on deaf ears i heard it all. The type of person I am now is i listen i move away a little re think than come closer again with hopefully a better understanding. i want so much for my girls, so very much. Time is running out it feels so i need to move quickly to hopefully give them the stability they deserve and find a solution for my little person which is my first and foremost concern beyond getting me ok. hugs, Jen :) [/QUOTE]
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