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<blockquote data-quote="so ready to live" data-source="post: 691808" data-attributes="member: 20054"><p>Hi Karisma. So sorry you have to go through this. It seems good to have choices and yet sometimes the choice is between two difficult things. </p><p> I have felt this-what many of us would have traded to have them healthy and functioning.</p><p></p><p></p><p>Thank you for honesty, it's so hard to just want it all to stop, for them and realistically a little for us too. I feel guilty when I have this kind of thought and yet it's my worst fear-that police officer at the door thing...</p><p></p><p></p><p> I know I don't acknowledge it, but there's ALWAYS a little hope there. In the back. Hidden under a rock. Wanting to squeeze out and try again to see daylight. Over and over. So I do let it come...and then the crazy garbled phone call, saying "my dog died, I'm homeless next week, I need $475 for gas bill and $625 for apartment down payment...on and on...and hope goes back under the rock. But just a shard remains because I am a mom and so are you. Hold tight. You are stronger than you think. Prayers.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="so ready to live, post: 691808, member: 20054"] Hi Karisma. So sorry you have to go through this. It seems good to have choices and yet sometimes the choice is between two difficult things. I have felt this-what many of us would have traded to have them healthy and functioning. Thank you for honesty, it's so hard to just want it all to stop, for them and realistically a little for us too. I feel guilty when I have this kind of thought and yet it's my worst fear-that police officer at the door thing... I know I don't acknowledge it, but there's ALWAYS a little hope there. In the back. Hidden under a rock. Wanting to squeeze out and try again to see daylight. Over and over. So I do let it come...and then the crazy garbled phone call, saying "my dog died, I'm homeless next week, I need $475 for gas bill and $625 for apartment down payment...on and on...and hope goes back under the rock. But just a shard remains because I am a mom and so are you. Hold tight. You are stronger than you think. Prayers. [/QUOTE]
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