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<blockquote data-quote="Confused" data-source="post: 739865" data-attributes="member: 18100"><p>So all these years, issues at school, my weight, not smart or pretty, don't have a good vocabulary, I say and do the wrong things, being controlled and not being able to stop it. Not being able to help my family, (strangers ) mentally , physically and financially really makes me feel like <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/poop.png" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":poop:" title="poop :poop:" data-shortname=":poop:" />. I have so many regrets. </p><p></p><p>It's like I'm jelous, I AM jelous of parents and families who don't have these issues. I feel so guilty feeling this way. I love my kids n family, id have them all over again. I would. I'm in like the middle trying to get to the top. I know what I want in life, what I want for my kids, etc. But it's getting there, I should of been there already. How do we get there? I want more for us, is that too much to ask for?</p><p></p><p>I have sooo many future dreams, plans, wishes, goals. I want to help others ( not be a shrink), I want my own buisness, I want the kids to be OK and love and respect themselves. I even have my dreams fixing our yard to a shaded oasis! </p><p></p><p>Outings is drama, so is home. But if I can't help my own to child, how can I help others? Why do they take it out on us but rarely at school or friends houses? Why is it easier to care for other kids or people with issues? I've read and talked to people that says basically same as me. The ones who care the most get beat up the most. Sad. <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cellsmiley.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt="|:-)|" title="Jail Cell |:-)|" data-shortname="|:-)|" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Confused, post: 739865, member: 18100"] So all these years, issues at school, my weight, not smart or pretty, don't have a good vocabulary, I say and do the wrong things, being controlled and not being able to stop it. Not being able to help my family, (strangers ) mentally , physically and financially really makes me feel like :poop:. I have so many regrets. It's like I'm jelous, I AM jelous of parents and families who don't have these issues. I feel so guilty feeling this way. I love my kids n family, id have them all over again. I would. I'm in like the middle trying to get to the top. I know what I want in life, what I want for my kids, etc. But it's getting there, I should of been there already. How do we get there? I want more for us, is that too much to ask for? I have sooo many future dreams, plans, wishes, goals. I want to help others ( not be a shrink), I want my own buisness, I want the kids to be OK and love and respect themselves. I even have my dreams fixing our yard to a shaded oasis! Outings is drama, so is home. But if I can't help my own to child, how can I help others? Why do they take it out on us but rarely at school or friends houses? Why is it easier to care for other kids or people with issues? I've read and talked to people that says basically same as me. The ones who care the most get beat up the most. Sad. |:-)| [/QUOTE]
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