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<blockquote data-quote="Hound dog" data-source="post: 352890" data-attributes="member: 84"><p>She is staying with exbf and Aubrey. I don't think it was the best idea, but I couldn't get her to leave or give me her keys. The most I could do was get her to let me hold her. And that, I think, was in a brief moment of clarity that didn't last long.</p><p></p><p>She is definately not in her right state of mind tonight. Not sure if she has been at all during the past several weeks. Because as soon as she talked to exbf she was sailing high above the clouds and her expectations were honestly, unreasonable. The look in her eyes tonight was not bipolar, not Borderline (BPD). I'm worried it's more serious than that. She is out of control. She can seem to hold it together for a while then, well........not really sure how to describe it as I'm getting as much off her body language/behavior as I am what the kid it actually saying. Know what I mean??? More from my experiences with my own Mom.......which were never good this way.......and actually worse than that because she can't seem to pull herself out of it. She's trying. That's the sad part, the part that's breaking my heart. I can see her trying, but she can't seem to hold on to it long enough. Scaring the living hades out of me. And she's scared to death too, confused........then the rage hits her.</p><p></p><p>She said she walked out on her job on break (quit) because she seriously wanted to kill everyone in the building. It was overwhelming and she had to get OUT. This is not all about exbf and her fighting. This is her. The fighting is <strong>due</strong> to her this time. Bff's death did affect her quite alot. She posted an online diary via fb and in it she says that after the furneral she just wanted to give up and kill herself. While she was with bff's husband she attempted to drink herself into alcohol poisoning several times. Bff suffered from pretty severe mental illness. I think because she lost the battle with both her illness and the drug addiction Nichole doesn't think she will be able to have a life. At least that's the way her perception seems to be skewed. She wants to be normal so badly, to have the perfect relationship, the family, the little house senerio and the happy life........and it keeps falling apart on her.</p><p></p><p>And her moods.....no, not really moods per se.......but thinking....... is shifting so fast I'm not sure if anyone is going to be able to reason with her at this point.<img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite3" alt=":(" title="Frown :(" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":(" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Hound dog, post: 352890, member: 84"] She is staying with exbf and Aubrey. I don't think it was the best idea, but I couldn't get her to leave or give me her keys. The most I could do was get her to let me hold her. And that, I think, was in a brief moment of clarity that didn't last long. She is definately not in her right state of mind tonight. Not sure if she has been at all during the past several weeks. Because as soon as she talked to exbf she was sailing high above the clouds and her expectations were honestly, unreasonable. The look in her eyes tonight was not bipolar, not Borderline (BPD). I'm worried it's more serious than that. She is out of control. She can seem to hold it together for a while then, well........not really sure how to describe it as I'm getting as much off her body language/behavior as I am what the kid it actually saying. Know what I mean??? More from my experiences with my own Mom.......which were never good this way.......and actually worse than that because she can't seem to pull herself out of it. She's trying. That's the sad part, the part that's breaking my heart. I can see her trying, but she can't seem to hold on to it long enough. Scaring the living hades out of me. And she's scared to death too, confused........then the rage hits her. She said she walked out on her job on break (quit) because she seriously wanted to kill everyone in the building. It was overwhelming and she had to get OUT. This is not all about exbf and her fighting. This is her. The fighting is [B]due[/B] to her this time. Bff's death did affect her quite alot. She posted an online diary via fb and in it she says that after the furneral she just wanted to give up and kill herself. While she was with bff's husband she attempted to drink herself into alcohol poisoning several times. Bff suffered from pretty severe mental illness. I think because she lost the battle with both her illness and the drug addiction Nichole doesn't think she will be able to have a life. At least that's the way her perception seems to be skewed. She wants to be normal so badly, to have the perfect relationship, the family, the little house senerio and the happy life........and it keeps falling apart on her. And her moods.....no, not really moods per se.......but thinking....... is shifting so fast I'm not sure if anyone is going to be able to reason with her at this point.:frowny: [/QUOTE]
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